“I want to kiss you again,” so nonchalant, like he’s talking about
something he plans to do tomorrow, bring in the crops or water the
lawn or take the tractor to town to get it fixed.
He leans back in his seat, one elbow draped
over the back, one arm on the table just inches from mine. Reaching
out, he tucks a piece of hair behind my ear, his fingers tender on
my face. Outside I hear a car on the road and I sit up enough to
see out the window, sure it’s Kent, he’s home, he’ll ruin this—
But the car continues on, not stopping, not
even slowing down, its headlights dwindling away into the distance.
As I sink back to my seat, unnerved, Luke brushes at my cheek
again, smoothing his thumb over the faint hair that’s begun to grow
in above my upper lip. “Can I?” he asks.
I pretend that I’m not sure what he wants.
“What?” I should clean up now, put the plates in the sink and check
on the wash, anything but sit here and let him touch me like this,
let him talk to me so softly.