“Here you go,” I say, dumping the
blankets and pillow onto the couch.
He sits in Kent’s recliner in just his
boxers, his pants on the floor with his shirt, myshirt. He
leans forward and watches me, and just to keep from looking back, I
busy myself with spreading the blankets out along the cushions. I
lay bed sheets down over the couch, then a thin comforter, folded
up at one end so he can crawl under it easily enough, and I fluff
the pillow as I set it at the other end. “There.”
The open blanket looks inviting. If he lies
down before I turn in, it’s going to take all the strength I have
not to join him, so I turn away as he stands. “You should be
comfortable enough—”
He catches my wrist. When I look at him, I
see in his eyes that he wants me in that makeshift bed with him, he
wants my arms around him in sleep, he wants to hold me and kiss me
and I shouldn’t but I can’t help it, I can’t stop myself as I lean