With the barn out of the way, I retreat to
the cool house, unzipping my jeans before I’m even through the
screen door, shucking them down in the hall, tearing my shirt off
over my head and stepping out of my boots, my pants, my boxers. By
the time I reach the bathroom I’m naked, my clothes strewn out
behind me like shed skin, and I don’t even pull the shower curtain
closed before I turn the water on. The spray is hot and hard
against my tired skin, like solid sunlight hitting my back and
shoulders and ass, and I stand beneath the downpour, let the water
trickle down my face, over my closed eyes, into my partly open
mouth. It tastes clean like Luke, and I remember his words,
don’t close your eyes, don’t turn me away.How could he
think I’d be able to do that? After the few stolen moments we’ve
had together, how could he possibly think I wouldn’t want for
more?
And what the fuck am I going to tell
Kent?
I love him,but somehow I don’t think