When I close the fridge, I hear Kent’s
drunken slur from outside, and at first I’m almost sure he’s
talking to me. “I don’t like you, kid,” he says loudly, as if he
wants me to overhear. Me?I want to ask, my heart in my
throat—that would make it so easy, wouldn’t it? If he didn’t like
me anymore, if he wanted me to leave, he’d be making the decision
for me, he wouldn’t have to know—
But he’s not talking to me. He means Luke, I
realize this when he adds, “I don’t like freeloaders.” His words
fade in and out like the tide, and I tiptoe up to the screen door
so I can hear better. From his spot against the railing, Luke
glances up at me before turning his attention back to Kent, who
can’t see me where I’m standing. “You run off from home,” he’s
saying, “that’s your business. Don’t bring it in here. Just keep
running for all I care.”
Luke doesn’t respond—what’s there to say?
I don’t like you…I fiddle with the tab on the top of the