While I’m writing this, Rion’s reading
over my shoulder. He keeps trying to take the pen from me, saying
he wants more loving. What am I going to do with this boy? He’s
laughing at that. “Love me,” he says. “You know you want
to.”
The screens in front of us show the
others. Ansel is squatting down over a small patch of grass, his
suit pulled tight across his bony backside. Every now and then,
Rion pokes him onscreen with the tip of a stylus and mutters under
his breath, “I touched your ass.”
The first time he did it, I swatted
his hand away, but he’s bored and drawn to making fun of the guys
through the vid screens like a little kid. He angles the stylus
between Ansel’s legs and moves it slowly upward, mock-impaling him.
So childish, but who am I kidding? I love his smile and the way he
laughs, even when he’s pretending to fuck Ansel with the
stylus.
On another screen, Paol pokes at a
small puddle of that green shit. It’s hot outside—the temperature