Chapter 13

While I’m writing this, Rion’s reading

over my shoulder. He keeps trying to take the pen from me, saying

he wants more loving. What am I going to do with this boy? He’s

laughing at that. “Love me,” he says. “You know you want

to.”

The screens in front of us show the

others. Ansel is squatting down over a small patch of grass, his

suit pulled tight across his bony backside. Every now and then,

Rion pokes him onscreen with the tip of a stylus and mutters under

his breath, “I touched your ass.”

The first time he did it, I swatted

his hand away, but he’s bored and drawn to making fun of the guys

through the vid screens like a little kid. He angles the stylus

between Ansel’s legs and moves it slowly upward, mock-impaling him.

So childish, but who am I kidding? I love his smile and the way he

laughs, even when he’s pretending to fuck Ansel with the

stylus.

On another screen, Paol pokes at a

small puddle of that green shit. It’s hot outside—the temperature