“I won’t,” he promised
me.
He held my hand while Ansel worked to
set up an IV and took blood. I was so sure I had what Jareth had.
That was simply the flu, right? And I had it too, I just knew
it.
But I’m not that lucky. I can’t stop
thinking about that glass. I shouldn’t have run my hand through it.
I should’ve wrapped a cloth around my fist first, or something. I
shouldn’t have touched Jareth’s mask with that green slimy shit all
over it, even though he wasn’t breathing and the others couldn’t
get the clasps to work with their big-ass gloves on. I shouldn’t
have even entered that decontamination chamber.
Too late for shouldn’t haves,
though. Way too damn late.
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Log Entry 05.18.3021, 18:11
hours
Tonight Ansel got us all together in
the lounge. He had us sit down, but he wouldn’t stop pacing, just
kept passing us, back and forth and back and forth and…
“Jesus,” Paol said. “Just
tellus already, Ansel, will you? Stop walking all over the