After another wild weekend with his boys, Jason finds himself in the doctor's waiting room with a burning sensation spreading through his groin. While filling out the necessary paperwork, he sees a gay couple whose affection and obvious love make him feel painfully alone. He can't imagine living with one man, loving only one, for the rest of his life, and part of him wants to intrude on their relationship, insert himself into it if he can.<br><br>Jason's brief encounter with Wesley and Grey Fordham causes him to take an uncomfortable look at his own lonely, promiscuous lifestyle.<br><br>This story isn't romance, though there is a gay couple in it. This story also isn't erotica, though there is graphic language and descriptive scenes of homosexual intimacy. It's more just gay fiction, so if you don't expect an erotic romance, you won't be let down.

While We Wait

He used condoms though, that’s the thing. As long as he keeps it


covered…isn’t that how it works? Shields engaged, no Klingons


breech the hull, and the bridge is safe, right?


half-closed eyes, the older man notices Jason’s look and gives him


a wan smile. At the desk, in that confrontational voice of his,


Wesley tells anyone who cares to listen, “You can give me the


companion.” As if the nurse might argue the


calls to Jason’s mind images of the two men strolling down


leaf-strewn paths or lingering in bed naked between the sheets. He


wonders who tops who. He’s heard older men can hold out during sex,


make it last, keep it up longer and harder anddamn, but that makes him hurt. In


his mind he sees himself spread out across an unmade bed, white


sheets twined around his legs and pillows crammed beneath his head


and chest to prop him up. He sees this older man above him, this


Chapter 3