Chapter 2

He tries to act surprised. “What? Allan?

Wait, baby—”

“Don’t babyme.” It feels good to

finally get this out between us. “I’m not letting you fuck around

on me anymore.”

He doesn’t say anything for a long while. I

think he’s fallen asleep; it wouldn’t be the first time. Then in a

low, sexy voice, he purrs, “Listen, we can talk about it. Let me

come over—”

“No.”

And because time’s slipping away, the salt’s

still coming down and hitting my windows like handfuls of dirt, I’m

not getting any younger here and I’m going to die sooner than I

ever imagined, I hang up the phone. Fuck him.

I should’ve done that a long time ago.

* * * *

So now what? I look in the fridge and see I’m

down to one frozen meal—a box of Hot Pockets suffering from a

severe case of freezer burn. There’s a grocery down the street,

right near the subway where I’d catch the train if I still went to

work, and since I don’t know when the people who own it will decide