Chapter 69

I nod vigorously. “We didn’t,” I tell

them. “Swear to God we didn’t, all we did was sleep, that’s

it—”

Ellington doesn’t care. “If I let you do

it,” he hisses, poking me in the chest with one stubby finger,

“then they’regoing to want to do it, and I can’t have that.

We’ve worked too damn hard for this, and it might not be much to

you but it’s all we have. It’s all Ihave, and I’m not going

to let you stroll in here and tear it apart.” For a long moment his

eyes meet mine and I see the challenge in those dark depths, I see

the wantof a fight stewing in him. He’s not going to let

you win,my mind whispers. Anything you say, you’ll regret,

he’ll see to that.When I don’t respond, Ellington steps aside

and mutters, “Go on.”

Conlan looks like he has something more to

say, and I give him my most pleading look, please, I want to

beg of him, we didn’t know, please help us, please—but I

don’t. I can’t.

As I’m pulled through the crowd, I can’t