Chapter 5

Used to.He hates that phrase.

Beside the flowers are a handful of floppy disks, a book on html, a digital camera. Presents from the coach, given to Ryan’s mother when she assured him that Ryan would do the web site. That seems like days ago. She gave them to Ryan, told him he could at least tryto help out the team, it’s not like he has anything elseto do. And that’s just the thing, isn’t it? He has nothing to do. Sit in this chair, stare out at that birdbath, imagine himself skating again. Physical therapy Monday, Wednesday, Friday. And now this.