Chapter 46

But it doesn’t feel like rushing to Ryan—it feels like holding back, trying to cool off the emotions that threaten to burn him up inside, and he doesn’t want that. He’s been waiting nineteen years for a boy like Dante to finally come along, he doesn’t want to take things slow. And true, he hasn’t had much experience with guys, but he sort of thought they were pretty much the same, all hands, horny and hard and just looking for someone to get with. He has someone, Dante. So what’s the problem again?

He doesn’t know.