Chapter 86

He recognizes his street as Mrs. Talonovich guides the van to a stop at the curb. “Tomorrow then,” Ryan whispers, squeezing Dante’s hand.

Dante studies the shadows draped across his boyfriend’s face and forces a grin. I don’t want today to end yet,he thinks. Mrs. Talonovich says they’re here and parks, gets out of the van, disappears around the back. “Dante?” Ryan asks, concerned. “Give me a kiss goodbye?”

Closing his eyes, Dante leans against Ryan’s shoulder, turns his face up and touches Ryan’s cheek as their lips meet in a secretive, soft kiss. “Love you,” Ryan murmurs. Kissing one of Dante’s eyelids, he asks, “Are you okay?”

“Just…” Dante sighs. He doesn’t know, sad? Upset? How is he feeling right now? What is he supposed to feel? “I don’t know,” he admits, fisting a hand in Ryan’s hair. Ryan kisses him again and he tastes salty tears in the back of his throat. Empty, he decides. For some reason when he tries to focus on anything, he feels completely empty inside.