Chapter 98

“This one was.” Danny brushed a thumb over the scuff on Cho’s cheekbone from when he’d first thrown him into the wall. “I wanted to hurt you. I would have caused all of this without Ludgate if you hadn’t knocked some sense into me.”

“But I did…and you listened.” Smiling, Cho reached for Danny’s face in turn. “It’s okay—”

“It is notokay,” Danny bit out louder than he intended. Even as fresh tears slid down his cheeks, he held Cho’s hand to his face. “It’s never okay anymore. Why does everyone keep saying that?”

“Danny…hey.” Cho tugged him closer—closer—until Danny wasin his lap, snuggled into the open duster. “Shh…”

Sniffling as he buried his head in Cho’s chest, Danny hugged him, but not too tightly, since he knew the man’s ribs were sore. “I didn’t mean any of it. Sometimes I say these things and I can’t stop myself, but that’s not an excuse. I should be stronger than this. I have to be stronger than this…”