the empty minded

"Ras, let's come forward for immigration checks." Abi is pushing me forward through the customs check before the duty-free area. He is kindly nudging me to move forward and getting ready to get check.

I realized immediately walked forward in surprise and immediately emptied my pants pocket and put my bag in the basket that was available.

Suddenly Mas Abi pulled the basket and unpacked my bag. He pulled out my laptop from the wrapping bag and my phone was in the next plastic basket. Mas Abi did not forget to check all the contents of my bag for items that were not allowed to be brought on the plane.

I'm like a stupid person and do not think clearly about anything to realise my clumsy mistake like I never go abroad.

"Come next. Lady in the sweater." Call the airport costume attendant who shouted at me when I looked puzzled. Abi pushed me gently towards the X-ray examination which didn't sound as I passed through it. But I got stopped for a random drug test because of her empty mind expression on my face.

My belongings were thoroughly examined and swabbed for traces of illegal drugs. This made me get stuck in the costume area. Abi told Ario to take my parents with her in-laws to wait in the Garuda lounge area at Sydney airport, while Abi waited for me to be examined. He is patiently assisting me to get interrogated by the staff regarding my belonging.

After some time the immigration officer became satisfied and released me because there was no trace of anything on my belongings. Abi who was carrying my handbag immediately held my hand towards the duty-free area and do not think about the whole ordeal of the checking.

"What is in your mind? Your head is still dizzy, you seem so distant, "asked Abi to me.

"I don't know. it just the medication this morning probably makes me a little bit dizzy and I am a little bit hungry, Why are you asking?" I reasoned to him with my face looked down. it seems Abi will dislike me sooner than later because of my stupidity.

Suddenly, I pulled the back of his clothes and put all the courage inside my heart to ask the one question which become a huge rock inside my heart.

"Abi, are you sure that you will marry me? you are not going to run away after knowing my stupidity and all my bad behaviour," I asked him who gives me a weird look on his facial expression.

"Ras, are you okay? you are not still drunk from last night," The satire Abi made me really bad which make me angry straight away and start smacking him. he ruin everything from my serious question and getting blown to the air.

'There are still such annoying people in this world' I said inwardly with a very deep sense of anger.

"Ras, what are you talking about? where are you going? mumbling by yourself alone like a crazy maiden and walking alone," Abi is keeping tease me with his sarcasm.

"To the end of the world. Why?" I replied to him immediately towards the lounge for business class. Abi showed the staff both of our boarding passes as well as our passports from the lounge who welcomed us and invited us to enter.

Abi is walking inside the lounge with me inside his arm when my mother is running to hug me. she got all teary and worry about all the stuff that happen to me earlier.

"Are you okay?" My mother keeps interrogating me and checking about my condition. I feel uncomfortable when my mom start checking my body because of all the bites marks from Abi last night.

"I am really fine. can we go inside and have our breakfast?" I try to push my mom to go inside the lounge so I can actually sit down and get off from my worried mother.

"Thank you, Abi for assisting Laras. everything has been handled right," My mother is asking Abi who is busy to put down my handbag and all my other stuff. I just realise Abi has it with him since the custom area.

"It is just a simple and routine check, aunty. everything is fine and she can fly out of the country. she has been picked because of her fugitive face," Abi is quipped to my parent to mock me. my parent laughs to see my expression.

"Okay, Laras goes and get your breakfast before we are going to boarding the plane," My mother is changing the topic after seeing my sulking expression. Ario knows his bosses' routine and stands up to get all his necessity, but Abi dismissed him and let him to sit back with Bella.