Hope Used To Be Terrifying

[Trigger Warning: Mentions of s*ic*de. Read at your own discretion.] 

Samuel slowly walked back to his apartment complex. He chatted a little with Heinrich before leaving. He found out a lot of things about his kind and the Hoover family. All his unanswered questions had been answered. 

So, he stood outside his apartment, contemplating how to approach Nancy. He didn't mean to hurt her earlier. It all happened in a flash. What would he even say to her? She had gathered all her courage to let him go, and he was back again. He also didn't know how long this half-hearted determination would remain. He was uncertain, and he hated that. 

For the first time in his life, he was scared to see Nancy. He had only felt this kind of emotion while dealing with Bradley. Who knew Nancy could drive him insane the same way? Was this a pattern? He wasn't sure.