"…I'm sorry."
The boy clad in black clothing said again. Silica shook her head
and tried desperately to stop her tears.
"…No… I was… being stupid… Thank you…for saving me…"
She managed to force just that out as she stopped herself from
crying.
The boy walked over to her slowly and knelt down in front of
Silica before asking hesitantly.
"…That feather, does it have an item name by any chance?"
Surprised by the unexpected question, Silica raised her head. She
wiped her tears and then turned her gaze over to the feather.
Now that she thought about it, it was strange that only the feather
had remained. Be it monster or human, beings of this world usually left
nothing behind after they died, not even their equipment. Silica
hesitantly reached over with her hand and clicked on the surface of the
feather with her right index finger. The half-transparent window that
appeared showed its name and weight.
«Pina's Heart»
Just as Silica was about to start crying again after seeing this, the
boy stopped her.
"Wa-wait-wait. If a heart item is left behind, then you can revive
it."
"What!?"
Silica raised her head sharply. She stared at the boy's face with
her mouth half open.
"It's something that was discovered not too long ago, so there are
still lots of people who don't know. There's a dungeon in the northern
region of the forty-seventh floor called «The Hill of Memories». It's
quite hard despite its name… but they say that the flower that blooms
on the top of it is a familiar revival ite-."
"Re-really!?"
Silica shot up and shouted before the boy had finished talking. It
felt as if hope had flooded her chest, which had been filled with sorrow.
But—
"…The forty-seventh floor…"
She muttered and sagged her shoulders. It was twelve floors
above this level, floor thirty-five. It was definitely not a safe area for
her.
Just when she turned her disheartened eyes to the floor.
"Hmm—"
The boy in front of her said in a bothered voice.
"I could go get it for you if you give me the expenses and some
pay, but they say that the flower only shows up if the beast tamer who
lost their familiar goes…"
Silica smiled at the surprisingly kind swordsman and spoke:
"No… I'm happy with the information you gave me. If I work hard
to raise my level, someday I'll be able to…"
"Well the reason you can't do that is, they say that you can only
revive the familiar within four days after it was killed. After that, the
item's name will change from «Heart» to «Remains»…"
"What…!"
Silica couldn't stop herself from shouting.
Her level was forty-four right now. If SAO were a normal RPG, the
floor of the dungeon would be the suited difficulty for a player with the
same level. But since it became a crazy death-game, the safe area
would be about ten levels below the player's.
In other words, to explore the forty-seventh floor, she would need
to reach level fifty-five at the very least. But no matter how she thought
about it, it was impossible to gain over ten levels in just three days... no,
two days if she took away the time she needed to clear the dungeon.
She had just managed to get to where she is now by diligently going on
adventures.
Silica dropped her head as despair took over her once again. She
picked Pina's feather up from the ground and hugged it gently to her
chest. Tears appeared as she resented her stupidity and powerlessness.
She noticed the boy stand up. She thought he was leaving and that
she should at least say goodbye, but she didn't have the energy to open
her mouth any more—
But suddenly, a half-transparent system window appeared in
front of her. It was a trade window. When she raised her head, she saw
the boy manipulating another window. Items began to appear one by
one in the trade section. «Silver Thread Armor», «Ebon Dagger»… They
were all equipments that she had never even seen before.
"Errm…"
When she opened her mouth hesitantly, the boy explained
casually:
"These should cover for about five, six levels. If I go with you I
suppose it'll be fine."
"What…?"
Silica stood up with her mouth slightly open. She couldn't tell
what the boy was thinking, so she looked directly into his face. But
because of the SAO system, all she could see was his HP bar; she
couldn't even figure out his name or level.
It was hard to tell how old he was. His equipment was entirely
black. The force and calmness that radiated from him made it seem like
he was several years older than her, but the eyes that were covered by
his long bangs appeared somewhat innocent, and the feminine facial
lines gave him a slightly girlish look. Silica asked carefully:
"Why… are you being so kind…?"
To tell the truth, she was more wary than anything else.
Up till now, a couple of male players who had been much older
than her had tried to gain her love; she had even received a proposal
once. To Silica, who was only thirteen, these experiences brought her
nothing but fear. She had never received even a confession in the real
world.
Inevitably, Silica had started to avoid male players that seemed to
have those sorts of interests. Besides, «there's always a motive behind
sweet words» was common sense in Aincrad.
The boy scratched his head again, as if he were short on answers.
He opened his mouth to say something, but then closed it once again.
After that, he turned his gaze and then muttered in a small voice:
"…Well, it's not like this is a manga… I'll tell you if you promise
not to laugh."
"I won't."
"It's because… you look like my sister."
At this really manga-like answer, Silica couldn't stop herself from
laughing. She blocked her mouth with her hand, but she couldn't stop
the laughter that was bubbling up.
"You, you said you wouldn't laugh…"
The boy had a hurt expression on his face and sagged his
shoulders as he went into a sulk. That made her laugh even harder.
—He's not a bad person…
As she laughed, Silica decided to trust the kindness of this boy.
She had already resolved herself to die once. If it were for saving Pina,
there was no reason for her to hold back.
Silica bowed and said:
"I hope we get along. You saved me, and even offered to do
something like this for me…"
She stared at the trade window and then put in all the Col she had.
There were more than ten pieces of equipment that the boy had
offered, and all of them looked like rare items that you couldn't buy
from shops.
"Well… I suppose this is too little, but…"
"No, you don't have to pay. They were spares anyway and this
coincides with the reason I came here…"
While he talked about something that she couldn't understand,
the boy pressed the OK button without receiving any money.
"Thank you. Really…. Oh, I'm Silica."
As she said her name, she half-expected the boy to be surprised
by it, but it seemed like he didn't know it. She felt put out for a second,
but then she remembered that it was this side of her that made her end
up like this in the first place.
The boy nodded slightly and offered his right hand.
"I'm Kirito. I hope we get along."
They shook hands.
The player called Kirito took out a map of the Wandering Forest
from the pouch that hung from his belt. He looked for an area that was
linked to the entrance and then started walking. As she followed, she
put Pina's feather against her lips and muttered in her mind.
Just wait, Pina. I'll revive you soon…
The living area of the thirty-fifth floor had a pastoral, farm-like
feel with its white buildings and red roofs. The village itself wasn't all
that big, but it was the main adventuring area for the middle level
players right now, so there were quite a few people walking around.
Silica's hometown was Friben Village, which was situated on the
eighth floor; but since she hadn't bought a house, staying at any inn in
any village wasn't really all that different. The most important thing
was how the food served there tasted. Silica liked the cheesecake that
the NPC cook here made, so she had been staying here since two weeks
ago when she began adventuring in the Forest of Wandering.
As she lead Kirito, who was looking around as if everything
fascinated him, a couple of players whose faces she knew began to
strike up a conversation with her. They were trying to get Silica to join
their party after hearing the rumor that she had left her old one.
"Erm, well… thank you for the offer, but…"
She bowed as she refused the offers in order to not make them
feel bad. She then glanced at Kirito, who was standing beside her, and
continued:
"…I'm going to party with this person for a while…"
What!? Really!? The people who surrounded Silica said sullenly
and stared at Kirito suspiciously.
Silica had seen a bit of Kirito's skill; but when you looked at the
black swordsman just standing there, he didn't seem all that strong.
He didn't have any expensive equipment on—he didn't wear any
armor and only had an old and worn-looking long coat on top of his
shirt—all he had was a single simple one-handed sword; he didn't even
have a shield.
"Hey, you—"
The tall two-handed sword user who had tried the hardest to get
Silica to join walked over to Kirito. He opened his mouth as he looked
down upon Kirito:
"You're a new face, but you shouldn't cut in line. We've had our
eyes on Silica for quite a while now."
"Well I didn't know; things just ended up like this somehow…"
Kirito scratched his head with a troubled expression.
He could at least argue a little, Silica thought with a little
discontent, and then she spoke to the two-handed sword wielder:
"Erm, it's something I requested. I'm sorry!"
Silica bowed low one last time and then walked away as she
pulled at the end of Kirito's coat.
"I'll send you a message next time~."
Silica walked quickly, wanting to get away from the waving crowd,
which still wouldn't completely give up on her, as fast as possible. She
cut across the gate plaza and into the main street.
When they finally couldn't see the players anymore, Silica sighed
and looked up at Kirito.
"…I, I'm sorry. For making you go through all this trouble."
"It's fine."
Kirito answered with a slight smile as if it didn't worry him at all.
"Silica-san is pretty popular."
"Please just call me Silica… It's not because I'm popular; they're
just trying to get me in their party as a sort of mascot, really. But… I
thought that I was special… and went into the forest by myself… and
ended up…"
Tears began to appear naturally as she thought of Pina.
"It's alright."
Kirito said in a calm voice.
"We'll definitely bring Pina back, so don't worry about it."
Silica wiped her tears and smiled at Kirito. Strangely enough, it
felt like she could trust the words of this person.
Finally, they could see a two-story building to their right. It was
the inn that Silica used often: «Weathercock Tavern». Now that they
had arrived, Silica realized that she had led Kirito here without saying
anything.
"Ah, where's your home, Kirito-san?"
"Oh, it's on the fiftieth floor…. But it's too much of a bother going
there now, so I suppose I'll just stay here for the night."
"Ah, okay!"
Silica was excited for some reason and clapped her hands
together.
"The cheesecake here is really good."
She was just about to lead Kirito into the inn by pulling at his coat
when four players came out of the shop next to them. They were the
party members whom she had hunted with for the past two weeks. The
male players that appeared first didn't see Silica and simply headed for
the plaza, but the female player at the end looked back and Silica met
her gaze reflexively.
"…!"
It was the face that she didn't want to see the most right now. It
was the spear wielder that had been the cause of the fight which had
made Silica quit the party. She was going to just walk into the inn with
her head bowed low but...
"Oh, isn't it Silica?"
The spear wielder called out, so Silica didn't have a choice but to
stop walking.
"…Yeah."
"Ho~, you somehow managed to get out of the forest. That's a
relief."
The player named Rosalia, who had her deep red hair in wild
curls, said with a lopsided smile.
"But you're too late. We've already distributed the items."
"I said I don't need them! — I'm busy right now so goodbye!"
Silica tried to end the conversation, but it seemed that the other
side didn't have any intention of letting her go just yet.
"Oh? What happened to that lizard?"
Silica bit her lip. You couldn't put familiars in your inventory or
entrust it to another person. In other words, there was only one reason
why it wasn't there. Rosalia most probably knew that too, but she
continued on with a slight smile.
"Oh, by any chance…?"
"It's dead…. But!"
Silica glared at the spear wielder.
"I'm going to revive Pina!"
Rosalia, who had been smiling with great satisfaction, widened
her eyes. She even gave a low whistle.
"Ho, so you're going to the «Hill of Memories»? But can you get
through it at your level?"
"She can."
Kirito declared even before Silica could answer. He hid Silica
behind his coat as if to protect her.
"It's not that hard of a dungeon anyway."
Rosalia looked up and down at Kirito with a blunt stare and then
scoffed:
"You're another one that fell for her? You don't look all that
strong."
Silica started shaking with fury. She looked downwards as she
tried to hold her tears back.
"Let's go."
Kirito placed a hand on her shoulder, and then Silica began to
walk towards the inn.
"Well, good luck."
Rosalia's laughing voice sounded behind her, but she didn't look
back.
The first floor of «Weathercock Tavern» was a huge restaurant.
Kirito got Silica to sit down at a table and then walked over to the front
counter where a NPC was waiting. After he finished checking in, he
clicked the menu on the counter and then quickly returned.
As soon as Kirito sat down on the other side, Silica opened her
mouth to apologize for making Kirito go through such an
uncomfortable situation because of her. But Kirito stopped her by
raising his hand and then smiled.
"Let's eat first."
The waiter brought two steaming mugs over just in time. The
cups in front of them were filled with a red liquid; a mysterious aroma
rose from them.
"To the forming of our party."
They clinked their mugs together at Kirito's toast. Silica then took
a sip of the hot liquid.
"…Tasty…"
The smell and sour-sweet taste was similar to the wine that her
father had let her try a long time ago. But Silica already had a go at
every drink offered in this restaurant over the past two weeks, yet she
couldn't remember trying this one.
"Erm, what is this…?"
Kirito smiled before he answered:
"You can bring bottled drinks with you to NPC restaurants. This is
an item that I had called «Ruby Ichor». If you drink a cup of it, it will
increase your dexterity by one point."
"It's, it's really precious…!"
"Well, it's not like alcohol gets any better if I keep it in my
inventory, and I don't know that many people so I don't have many
chances to drink it…"
Kirito gave a silly shrug. Silica laughed and then took another sip.
The somehow nostalgic taste slowly softened her heart, which had
hardened because of the many sad things that had happened this day.
After she finished drinking, Silica held the cup to her chest as if
she still longed for its warmth. She then turned her gaze downwards to
the table and said quietly:
"…Why… do they say such mean things…"
Kirito's expression turned serious as he put his cup down and
then opened his mouth.
"Is SAO your first MMORPG?"
"It's my first."
"Oh right — In any online game, there're many players whose
personalities change when they wear the mask of their character.
There are people who become kind, as well as others who become
evil… They called it roleplaying in the past, but I think it's different in
SAO."
Kirito's gaze sharpened.
"Even though we're in such a difficult situation… Well, it's
impossible for all the players to work together at clearing the game.
But there are too many people who enjoy watching others suffer,
stealing items—and even those who kill others."
Kirito looked straight at Silica. There seemed to be a deep sadness
behind his anger.
"I think that the people who commit crimes here are total garbage
back in the real world as well."
He almost spat this out. But then he noticed that Silica was
cowering slightly, so he smiled and apologized:
"Sorry… I'm not even in the position to talk about others myself. I
hardly ever help others. I even—caused my companions to die…"
"Kirito-san…"
Silica realized that the black swordsman sitting in front of her
bore a deep scar within him. She wanted to console him, but she
resented the fact that words were too shallow to convey what she
wanted to say. Instead, she unconsciously grasped Kirito's hand, which
was clenched on top of the table, with both of her hands.
"Kirito-san is a good person. You saved me."
At first, Kirito was surprised and tried to pull his hand back, but
he soon relaxed. A soft smile appeared on his lips.
"…It seems I ended up being comforted. Thanks, Silica."
Just then, Silica felt a painful feeling, as if her heart had
constricted. Her heartbeat sped up for no reason. Her face felt hot.
She pulled her hands away quickly and pressed them down on
her chest. But the aching didn't stop.
"What are you doing…?"
As Kirito leaned forward over the table, Silica shook her head and
managed to smile.
"It, it's nothing! Ah, I'm hungry!"
After they had eaten their bread and stew, with some cheesecake
for desert, it was already past eight. They decided to turn in early in
preparation for going to the forty-seventh floor tomorrow. The two
went upstairs to the second floor, where there were countless rooms
on either side of the wide corridor.
The room that Kirito had rented was, by coincidence, next to
Silica's. They bid each other good night with a smile.
As soon as she entered her room, Silica decided that before she
got changed, she would practice some combos to familiarize herself
with the new dagger that Kirito had given her. She tried to concentrate
on the weapon, which was slightly heavier than the one she was used
to, but the aching in her chest made it hard to.
After she somehow managed to chain five blows together, she
opened her window, unequipped her gear, and then got into bed in her
underwear. She then tapped on the wall to bring out the pop-up menu
and switched off the lights.
She felt a heavy weariness all over her body, so she thought that
she would be able to fall asleep easily. But for some reason, she felt
even less drowsy than usual.
Ever since they had become friends, she had always gone to sleep
with Pina's soft body in her arms, so the wide bed felt somewhat empty.
She tossed and turned for a bit before she gave up on sleeping and sat
back up. She kept looking towards her left—where the wall that was
connected to Kirito's room stood.
She wanted to talk some more with him.
She was surprised at herself as she thought of this. This person
was a male player whom she had known for less than a day. She had
avoided male players up until now, but why did this swordsman she
knew nothing about keep appearing in her mind?
She couldn't explain her own feelings. When she glanced at the
clock, which was at the bottom of her vision, it was already ten. She
could no longer hear the footsteps of other players from her window,
only the sound of a dog barking in the distance.
'Well that doesn't make any sense, so let's just sleep.'
She thought that in her mind. But for some reason, she got out of
bed and stepped lightly onto the floor. After telling herself that she
would only knock and wave her hand, she opened the menu, chose the
cutest tunic she had, and put it on.
She took a few steps in the candlelit corridor. Then, after
hesitating for a few dozen seconds in front of the door, she knocked
twice.
Normally, all doors should shield sounds off, preventing the
voices in conversation from leaking out. However, that restriction was
lifted only after knocks, for thirty seconds, and Kirito immediately
called out a reply, and opened the door.
Kirito, in a simple shirt with his weapons unequipped, looked at
Silica and spoke while giving a slight stare of wonder.
"Huh? Is something the matter?"
"Well——"
Silica just realized that she hadn't prepared a reasonable excuse
for coming and was flustered. 'I just wanted to talk' simply sounded too
childish.
"Well, that err—ah, I wanted to know more about the fortyseventh floor!"
Fortunately, Kirito didn't suspect anything and simply nodded.
"Okay then. Should we head downstairs?"
"No, well—if it's alright, in your room…"
She answered without thinking and then quickly added:
"Be-because, we shouldn't let anyone else hear precious
information!"
"Erm… well… yeah, you're right. But…"
Kirito scratched his head with a slightly uncomfortable
expression, then...
"Well, I suppose it should be okay."
He muttered, then opened the door properly and took a step back.
Of course, Kirito's room was the same as her own: a bed on the
left, plus a tea table and a chair a bit further in. That was all the
furniture there. A lantern mounted on the left wall let out an orange
glow.
Kirito offered the chair before he sat down on the bed and opened
a window. He manipulated it quickly and called out a small box.
The box that had been placed on the table had a small crystal ball
inside. It shone under the light of the lantern.
"Pretty… What is it?"
"It's an item called the «Mirage Sphere»."
When Kirito clicked on the sphere, a menu window appeared. He
manipulated it quickly and pressed the OK button.
As soon as he did this, the sphere began to project a bright blue
light, and a large spherical hologram appeared. The image seemed to
be the entirety of a floor in Aincrad. It showed the villages and every
single tree in great detail, and was completely different from the
simple map that could be found on the system menu.
"Uwaa…!"
Silica stared numbly at the half-transparent map. It almost
seemed like it could show people walking around if she kept gazing at
it.
"This is the living area, and this is the Hill of Memories. You have
to go past this way, but… there are some strong monsters around
here…"
Kirito pointed here and there as he explained the geography of
the forty-seventh floor without pausing. Silica felt warm just by
listening to that calm voice.
"And if you cross this bridge you can see the hi…"
Suddenly Kirito stopped talking.
"…?"
"Shh…"
When she raised her head, she saw that Kirito's expression was
hard and that he had a finger on his lips. He glared at the door with a
sharp gaze.
Kirito burst into action. He jumped off the bed at lightning speed
and opened the door.
"Who's there…!?"
Silica could hear the sound of running footsteps. She ran over and
looked outside from under Kirito's body, where she saw someone's
shadow running down the stairs.
"Wha-what is it!!?"
"…I think he was eavesdropping."
"What…? But you can't hear anything past a wall right?"
"You can if your eavesdropping skill is high enough. Although…
there aren't… all that many people who would train this skill…"
Kirito closed the door and returned to the room. He sat down on
the bed with a pondering expression on his face. Silica sat down next to
him and wrapped her arms around herself. She was overwhelmed with
an inexplicable feeling of fear.
"Why was the person eavesdropping…?"
"We'll find out soon, probably. I have a message to send, so could
you wait a bit?"
Kirito smiled slightly before he put the crystal map away and
opened a window. He started moving his fingers on top of the
holographic keyboard.
Silica curled up on his bed. A distant memory from the real world
came back to her. Her father was a reporter. He was always in front of
an old PC, typing something with a serious expression. Silica liked to
watch the back of her father as he did that.
She didn't feel afraid anymore. As she watched the side of Kirito's
face from behind, it felt as if she were enveloped in a warmth that she had forgotten for so long. Before she knew it, her eyes had closed
themselves.