ONE NIGHT , ONE FIGHT AND TWO HEARTBREAKS

Lara POV

I  woke up freezing because it was so cold but like a blanket a warmth spread over me like blanket i knew who it was i wasn't afraid this time i hugged him back because i wanted to thank him but after a few seconds of comfortable hugged i back off because i never wanted to give him that he was  my crush since sixth standard. I was literally staring him like a creep  but i liked it suddenly i realized i was staring him like an hawk which wasn't good . I removed my hand and started moving but his grip was strong so i stayed there . And fall asleep again in his arms . I woke up around 5pm in the evening Peter was not there as expected. I looked around and found my mobile , i had fifteen missed calls of my mother and twenty of Peter. I went to the bathroom and locked it i was dealing with it easily because i went through this trauma when i was a child , i washed my face and my clothes into Peter 's cloth which were hanging on the rod i wore it . It was a hoodie and sweatpants. I came out of the bathroom feeling fresh and happy i saw Peter was casually leaning on the wall and was typing but he was smiling i was suddenly feeling furious  i knew  why this was happening because i was jealous  but hey what are you talking about Lara you are jealous of Kavinsky but why my mind said while i was busy with my thoughts i didn't notice Peter came back in the room with food tray in his hand he looked at me and said " hey penny for your thoughts ? " and i said " not in the mood , i think " he nodded and said " anyways i bought you food wanna eat ? " my mouth was literally watering because of food in that tray was all my favourite , there was lasagna , pasta and two slices of pizza and my most favourite blueberry cheese cake pastry  . I was so hungry and sad , i snatched plate from his hands and started filling my mouth with pasta hungrily , he was standing there perplexed and was looking at  me with disbelief in his eyes i said " what ? have you not seen a girl eating " i continued my work i was embaressed  but i was more hungry so i didn't paid attention to him  . He broke the silence by speaking something and making me coughing he said " you are going to stay at my place for some days because your mother called and said she is going to Greece with her boss because of meeting and  deals i said okay and then declined ." tears welled in my eyes but i wiped away because i was dealing with so much of shit this time  but she is not even bothered she is just being so selfish that she almost forgot to ask about me ,i was feeling very alone and lonely that time because i had no one not even a single friend who will listen to me and hug me and make me feel comfortable but was interrupted by a warm hug from kavinsky he was reassuring me that everything will be alright but i knew nothing is going to be alright i was always treated as a piece of shit by everyone even by my mom. I violently  moved away from Peter , i knew he was trying to console but it didn't mattered at that moment . I threw away the food tray i knew that  i had to clean it later but i have to do something which will make me a little less frustated. Peter took my hands and squeezed it  and said " hey hey hey  look at me this is not your fault , what happened with you or what your mom did ! you don't deserve to be treated like this no one is , hey princess look at me  ". I was so ashamed that i couldn't even look at him because of the guilt rising in the throat burning the neck and tearing my soul. But he took my face in his hands carefully  and said " hey princess no matter what i will be there for you not only in words i will prove it ." That something unexpected i couldn't control myself  i hugged him so badly that i might crush his bones but i didn't care because i needed it so badly and his fragrance his intoxicating smell. He hugged me back and we were like this for few minutes. I smiled because i remembered his words and he affected me so much . I looked at him with happiness in my eyes and he smiled back. It was eight pm   , after that we were just talking about bullshit his cheesy flirtatious replies which i love hey Lara what are you talking about suddenly you are started liking Peter wow miraculous my mind said but my heart shut him up. I was back in real life Peter unsurprisingly asked " PRINCESS  wanna share my bed " i looked at him with arching my eyebrows in order to ask what he mean but sometimes i think why he ever wanna date or sleep with a chubby girl like me who is so into studies and not have any friends , i pushed away my thoughts and he said " no no you don't get it what i meant , i mean we have to share a bed because there are no other rooms or extra beds  stop being so naughty princess i didn't expect this from ." He said teasingly and his special  smirk appeared on his face and i nodded because i was blushing badly like a cherry tomato .I forgot to tell that when i was sleeping i was brought back by Peter to his home . I boldly opposed him by saying that  " i will  go back to my home and will not stay at your place because you are a creep ." he was shocked  and said  " no princess you will stay at my place because you are mother said and i will not leave you alone in this situation and no i will not leave you this time princess." I got up and started walking towards the door but he caught my hands i fell in his arms and he said " don't you dare go away from me like this ever " i was scared at that time but i hide and said " who are you to me ? once we were best friends but you backed off so stay the fuck out of my life and offcourse i an mot like your toy girls "  he was shocked  his mouth hung open and he said " that 's what you think about me Lara " this was the first time after childhood he called me by my name ,i nonchalantly said " yes that's what i think about you Peter no  no that's who you really are ." and i walked away from him , he was hurt i can see that it in his eyes but i was crying too because i was never too harsh on anyone not on  Peter especially. I reached my house and unlocked the door got in i stopped my urge to cry but i broke apart i cried and slid down to the floor . Because i was too scared to tell him that i like him and when he left it broke me.