It was true.
They did leave me like that and it still hunted me.
Abelardo didn't say anything but he did try to pull me in for a hug.
But I refused
I refused.
"Leave me alone" I screamed at him.
He looked a little taken back until he looked at my face.
His face showed horror written there.
I felt like my face was burning.
My eyes were heavy and a hit of nuseaus hit me making me run to the toilet.
I bowed down crunching my self littleraly trying to support myself from falling inside.
When I finished Abelardo was there standing behind me smoothing my back his thumb rubbing circles on my back.
I looked in the mirror and saw that my hair was messy my eyes looked horrible and red.
I was sweaty my whole face looked like water was damped on my face and swollen.
I turned to Abelardo the tightly hugged him.
I needed it
I needed him.
I need support.
I needed company.
"Please don't go in another room.
Please don't send me back in the old room.
Please don't go.