Chapter 43

It was true.

They did leave me like that and it still hunted me.

Abelardo didn't say anything but he did try to pull me in for a hug.

But I refused

I refused.

"Leave me alone" I screamed at him.

He looked a little taken back until he looked at my face.

His face showed horror written there.

I felt like my face was burning.

My eyes were heavy and a hit of nuseaus hit me making me run to the toilet.

I bowed down crunching my self littleraly​ trying to support myself from falling inside.

When I finished Abelardo was there standing behind me smoothing my back his thumb rubbing circles on my back.

I looked in the mirror and saw that my hair was messy my eyes looked horrible and red.

I was sweaty my whole face looked like water was damped on my face and swollen.

I turned to Abelardo the tightly hugged him.

I needed it

I needed him.

I need support.

I needed company.

"Please don't go in another room.

Please don't send me back in the old room.

Please don't go.