I lost it all.
Because I cried.
I cried so much wondering when and where I went wrong concerning this friendship that went on for a minute.
I learnt to live with it though because there was no shit I could do about it.
And now that I came to know that my cousin the one I considered as my own bestfriend was pregnant with him I really felt empty.
"Get out" I said as I looked in her eyes.
They were red.
"I said get out" I repeated this time louder when she refused to budge.
"When I say it the third time I'm going to beat the hell out of you despite the fact that I might fucking give birth or kill myself in the process but I am not fucking joking" I said looking at her.
"Avivq can you please stop!" My mother said looking at me with pointed eyes.
"Stop for what!
I am hurt!
I am huuuuuuurt!" I screamed it this time as a contraction hit and I held my back.