Upside down

He wrote me so many messages and then he deleted all of them. But why? If he had only texted? Why had he deleted it? I just can't take all this. All these are burdening my head.

I have lost so many days due to all this nonsense. I haven't studied also. At first, all these boys along with Regina. And now?

Daniel. I want to text him but every time I think of texting him, my ego comes between it.

No, why will I text? He is the one who is not answering. I have texted him so many messages, all those texts he has seen but not replied to. If he wants to ignore me, let me make him happy by avoiding him.

Why will I always be the first to text? Previously, I also thought for a while that he would have blocked me, but no. If he would have blocked me, he will not be able to see my texts but he was able of it. What does this simply mean?

It means that he is ignoring me. I should not think about him and all those kinds of stuff now. How could I forget all those promises made by me to my mom? I promised her that I will study hard and I have to score good marks and I will score good marks.

I have to get good marks for my mom and myself. But, I am so curious to know what had Daniel texted. After that farewell party, we both lost our ten years of friendship. We were best friends for such along.

I can never forget that I lost my friendship with Daniel for that stupid girl.All of my friends thought that I told them a lie about Daniel. They thought he was my boyfriend, but he was not. We love each other but just as a friend.

That night turned my life upside down. I will never forget that moment when I cried for being ignored. Oh shit! Why am I again crying?

I have not eaten anything, for days that time, I remembered my mom have begged his mom.

She told me that Daniel is not at home. But he was in his room.

Every time, He looks out of his room's window and calls me by my name. She refused my mom's request too. I haven't told my mom yet. I don't know how come she knows that?After she came to know that I was crying because of being ignored by all of my friends and Daniel too. If I would know that she is going to request him, I would have stopped her.

No one, just no one can understand the relationship between me and Daniel.We were not only friends. We were each other's life.

Yes I know today also if society sees a girl and a boyfriend, they see it as that they are not only friends. They will think all those nonsense without even knowing about our relation.We both never can come into a relationship like a boyfriend and a girlfriend.

We both liked each other but not in that manner.

I hope I would have known the reason behind his ignorance towards me. I thought at least he will come to say goodbye to me, the day I left my home. But, he doesn't come if he had said just a bye, will that affect him?

Just because he was my best friend till now, doesn't mean that every time I will hurt my ego.How could I forget? So many days, I went to his house, I rang the doorbell but no one answered.

Sometimes, her mother used to tell her that Daniel is not willing to meet anyone.

But I remembered that Kaile came to him many times at night.

Many days, I have seen her come late at night to him and then the next morning when I wake, I see her going back. At that time I have not thought so much. But, now it's getting cleared. She came and stayed the night with him.

That simply means She came to sleep with Daniel. I think she is the one who told Daniel to ignore me.Why will not she? She knows that she is not as beautiful or attractive as me. She thinks me to be her competitor.

But why? Daniel was just a friend. What the hell she is up to now?

She was the only one who ruined my friendship with Daniel. And, I can't understand, why the hell am I crying for? Are these tears of mine shedding for him? Why? Why am I crying? Just, if I want to say.

He may not be my love or be my boyfriend.

But how will I forget those ten years? Those ten years of my life with him?

Those ten years made me cry for him?

And he? What the hell is he doing? I am sure, Kaile I with him now.

That time, I was there then also she was coming, and now I am not there, she will be surely coming. I don't hate her because she likes Daniel. I don't have any problem if my friend is hooking up with someone.

But, I hate her as because of her, every single one thinks that, in that party, Daniel was kissing me. She was the one who took my bestfriend away from her. She was wearing the same black gown as I am.

I tried my best to make my friends believe in the truth, but they don't. I don't drink, and if Daniel wanted to kiss me in that position, I would have stopped him. He was drunk and was not able to understand that who is whom? I have heard the host's plan. He said that as soon as the lights will be off one need to kiss his or her partner, or more precisely who will be infront of you.