Chapter 29: Confessions

"I'll see what i can do"She told me and i nodded my head in response as she left.

Alex's POV

It's been thirteen fucking minutes and I'm loosing it. If not for the fact that I'm tryna keep my cool I'd have broken this damn door. I paced back at forth around the veranda as i waited impatiently.

Within a few minutes,i heard footsteps coming towards the door. I immediately stood in front of the door waiting for whoever was coming to get it.

The door burst open with Zoey standing in front of me with an amused smile.

"Where's Liv?"I asked.

"She's asleep"She lied.

"I know she isn't, you're a pathetic liar" I yelled.

"She's asleep Alex, go home, she'll see you tomorrow"She said.

"I know she's in there and she's wide awake,i want to see her" I scowled.

"She doesn't wanna see you right now Alex, maybe tomorrow will be best" She told me and i pushed her away gently, making sure i didn't hurt her. I made my way into the house.

"Come on Alex, don't do this"She said as she slammed the door, following behind me as i made my way to the stairs.

I don't care if she's sleeping or not, I'll wake her up and make sure she talks to me,she must be really angry with me right now.

"Which room is she in?"I asked cluelessly and impatiently.

"That one"She pointed at a brown wooden door down the hallway.

"If i go into that room and don't find her there,your little ass will be sorry"I warned her.

"Fine..."She groaned.."This one"She pointed at a white padded door and i shot her the nastiest glare i could muster as i made my way towards the room. I pulled the door open and my eyes connected with Liv who was sitting on the bed across the room. She stood up immediately she saw me.

"I thought i told you i don't wanna talk to him"She glared at Zoey who was standing right behind me.

"It's my fault,i forced my way in"I told her and she averted her eyes back to me, giving me the meanest glare.

"I'll leave you two to sort yourselves out"Zoey said and shut the door behind me, leaving us both glaring at each other. Liv was glaring while i stared as i made my way to her. I attempted to grip her wrist but she flinched away.

"Don't you dare touch those filthy hands that you've used to do god knows what"She grimaced.

"Liv I'm sorry...i..."

"What are you doing here Alex, get out, I don't wanna talk to you"She said angrily as she turned her back on me.

"I'm sorry Liv... I didn't....please can we just talk?"I said calmly.

"There's nothing to talk about Alex,go back to your Chloe or Avery"She spat and faced me.

"Are you.... jealous?"I asked.

"No...why would i be"She had anger in her eyes.

"Liv please... let's just talk it out"I said calmly.

"I have nothing to say to you right now Alex,you disgust me,you kept leading me to think you liked me and then you went ahead to sleep with that bitch,each time you'd touch me and make me feel emotions that i didn't wanna feel and then you go ahead to fuck whoever you please. I should have known better already,i don't know why i stupidly fell for you" I could see tears rolling down her cheeks. Her words burned my skin.

"Liv i didn't...."

"Just shut up and leave! I don't wanna hear your lies...you know what?you can do as you please and i couldn't care less"She wiped her tears with her hands.

"Liv please hear me out, I didn't...."

"I'm sick and tired with these mind games you've been playing with me, I'm done playing these games Alex, I'm done!I don't know how the fuck i let myself fall into your trap, I'm really stupid for falling for you"She cried.

"You.....love me?"I asked with hopeful eyes.

"Yes Alex..Yes i love you...but it doesn't matter now does it,you have so many girlfriends and I'm sure you don't even care about me, you've just been playing games with me"She yelled.

I felt relief wash through me as i heard those words.

"Liv, I'm not playing any games with you,you aren't a game to me"I told her but she laughed sarcastically.

"Of course i am, I've always been a game to you,one minute you're making me feel those emotions and the next your fucking stupid Chloe"She yelled.

"It was just a game and i didn't fuck her"I told her.

"Liar...you were gone for God knows how long,you didn't even hesitate to take her upstairs, I'm sure she's a much better company than me"She yelled.

"You're wrong...i didn't fuck her"I told her calmly.

"Then what were you doing up there with her for so long!...tell me Alex!"She yelled.

"It was Blake's plan"I told her.

"Blake's plan?"She asked.

"Yeah...i really wanted to know if you have feelings for me so he suggested that when we go downstairs we'll play truth and dare,we also involved Nathan and his friends"

"Do i look like a fool?you think you'll tell me this and it'll solve the matter?"She asked.

"Listen to me, I've not finished"I told her and she folded her arms.

"Go on, I'm hearing you"

"We planned for Nathan to dare me to fuck Chloe just to see your reaction"I told her.

"That makes no sense"She said.

"I'm being honest Liv,i didn't do anything with her"I told her.

"Then what were you doing up there with her the whole time?"She asked.

"She was forcing herself on me but i obliged and pushed her away,i went out through the back door as planned and i stayed there texting Blake,he told me you said you're suffocated and left and i waited until he texted me again and then i came out. I played a few more games with them and they told me everything and your reaction. Blake then told me that you left with Zoey and i drove home immediately to find you but i realized the door was locked and i was with the key. So i drove down to this place"I said truthfully.

"Wow Alex...wow,so I'm just a game to you,you made some stupid plan with your friends to make me look stupid right?"She yelled.

"No baby,I just wanted to find out if you have feelings for me"I told her.

"It changes nothing Alex...what about Avery,you slept with her didn't you?"She eyed me.

"No, that was just to piss you off, Avery's not even in town at the moment"I told her.

"You're lying aren't you?"She asked.

"No I'm not,i know i didn't go about all this the right way but trust me Liv, I haven't been with any girl since the beach incidence. All I've been doing is just to piss you off, I don't want any other girl right now, it's you i want"I told her.

"Liar"

Liv's POV

"I'm not lying Liv,i know it might sound awkward and you think I'm a player but I'm done with the games Liv,i want to be with you and only you. I know it's hard for me to commit to one woman but I've been trying and I'm willing to change for you,no body turns me on as much as you do and i find myself thinking about you every fucking time even when i don't want to"He said to me.

I could see the sincerity in his eyes but i was scared,i was scared of this emotion... I don't want to go into another relationship that will leave me heart broken and shattered.

"What if you break my heart one day....then what?"I let out a sob.

"Liv, I'm not a perfect guy and i can't promise you forever but i can promise to make you happy as long as we can last,i promise to be yours and yours only, I'll stand by you as long as we can go"His imperfect but perfect words sink deep into my heart.

"B...."Before i can form a sentence,he pulled me to him and smashed his lips roughly against mine. The intensity of the kiss made me speechless and wanting more as i parted my lips giving him entrance into my mouth. His tongue collided with mine as he hoisted me up unto his waist. My hands travelled to his hair and i began playing with it as he deepened the kiss, leading me to the mattress.

Our lips met again as my back collided with the soft mattress.His hands slid down to my stomach and trailed down to the rope of my loose sweatpants.

"Alex"I moaned softly against his lips.