CHAPTER 74 - DECISIONS

I scream bloody murder. In seconds there are a couple of nurses and doctors in my room. She doesn't even look remorseful. She is happy.

Some grab her while the others take Carol to the ER. I am too shocked to move. Carol, my Carol is hurt because of me. She was here to get me and she got Carol instead.

Jay and Ana find me in a state of shock sitting amidst a pool of blood.

"Fuck! What happened Christian?!" Jay comes running to me. Ana is at the door. I cannot look at him in the eye.

"I am sorry... " I say.

"What the fuck happened? Are you hurt?!" He shouts for the doctor.

"Carol. She stabbed Carol. I am sorry." I say, hardly able to believe it myself.

Jay looks like he has been zapped.

"It's all because of you!" He spats.

"I know. I am sorry... Carol... She... I am sorry... " I don't know what else to say.

"You idiotic, impulsive, selfish, asshole! It's because of you!!"

"I am sorry... I know... I know.... She came here for me... But Carol she came in between... Fuck... I am sorry... "

Somebody is sobbing and crying. It takes me a while to realise it's me.

"I am sorry... It's because I hurt Timothy... "

"No... It's because you killed him!" He shouts.

I killed him?

I killed Timothy?

Suddenly I cannot breathe. I grab at his shirt, trying to tell him that I cannot breathe but the words refuse to come out of my mouth. It's like they are stuck inside.

And then I pass out.