chapter 14

(Timeskip a week later)

You and Jungkook came close in the week. He was so sweet to you that you couldn't help but fall for his sweet and Caring behaviour. You were unaware of the fact who he was. You were just so in love with him. You Wanted shout to the whole world and confess your love for him, But you were waiting for the right time to do it.

Right now you are sitting near the Han river with him. He asks you to meet him out of nowhere. You couldn't say no to him. It was all silence between you two. None of you spoke anything. You both were just enjoying the silence. "Yn i wanna tell you something" she said breaking the silence between you two. "What is it jungkook?" You asked as if you felt something was bothering him. Though you can't see, you could feel something was bothering him just by his voice. You slowly held his hand , caressing his hand by your thumb. " Jungkook, you can tell me ,if something is bothering you" you said, assuring him that you would hear him out. Jungkook just shakes his head. You saying this was enough for him to feel your warmth

. "Yn tell me something about yourself. We have been hanging out together for some weeks. So Tell me about yourself." He asked her, trying to change the topic. Though he knew each and every thing about her. But he wants to hear it from her. " What do you wanna know about me?" You ask turning to face him. Everything like what you're fav. Your dream, your family," he said as he put the strand of hair behind your ear. You blush on his sudden touch. Yes it affects you no matter how many times it has happened. His touch every time feels different. Like it gives you butterflies in your stomach. You again blush. He chuckled knowing what effect he was having on you. He knew where it was going. He also knew what you felt but was waiting for you to confess. You clear your throat "um my favourite colour is blue. I like sketching. Being a model was my only dream before I went blind" you said and painfully smiled at him. Jungkook understood the pain in your voice . He gently pulls your head to his chest gently and hugs you. He gently caresses your hair. "Let it out sunshine. I know you have a lot to tell." He said you snuggle in his chest feeling his warmth. You continue to tell him about you. " My family is my father and my oppa. My.. my mother died in a car accident." You took a pause before speaking " that is the reason I'm blind. I wish that day would just vanish from my life" you said clutching his shirt tightly .

Tears roll down to your cheeks. Jungkook noticed it. He wipes your tears with his thumb. " Sunshine, if you are uncomfortable you don't have to tell me," he said in his honey voice. You shake your head " no jungkook i have to tell you. I wanna let it out" you said as he continued Caressing your hair. "whenever i remember about that day. I just-" you again take a pause before speaking. " I just wanna forget about that horrific accident jungkook."

(Flashback ,

5 months ago)

You were waiting for your mom to come pick you up from your school. As you both decide to go to the movies together . It's been days you were feeling left out. As your brother was behaving lil cold towards you as if he was hiding something from you. And ignoring you on purpose. Your mom noticed your sad face after an argument with your brother. So she promised to go see a movie with you. You were happy " finally I'll be going to the movie with my mom" you mumble and wait for your mom. After a few minutes you saw your mom with the driver. You quickly walk to your mom and quickly get in the car. "Hey ! Honey! How was your day?" Your mom asks, smiling at you. " It was the best mom. I got an offer from a little bird to be their model. "

You said, smiling at her.

The driver starts driving to the mall. You were having a fun chat with your mom. You were telling her everything that happened in school. You were so happy the mother daughter time you wished for was finally gonna happen. You didn't know what was coming for you to ruin this happy time. Just in a minute your life would turn upside down you never thought. Out of nowhere a truck came crashing into your car. It happened in just a few seconds and you couldn't process anything. Your whole life up till was playing in front of you slow motion. Before you could even process. Your head was hit by something. You don't remember if it was due to an accident or someone purposely did it. You were lying there crying over your fate. Everything was great, everything was happy but suddenly what happened. How did it all turn out. Tears roll down your checks. Your eyes were becoming heavy. You thought this was the end of everything. Your every dream that you dreamt , your happy time with your oppa , your father was replaying in front of you. Your weak gaze fell on your mom who was lying unconscious in a crashed car. "Mom-" before you could say anything further everything was dark.

(Few. Days later)

You slowly open your eyes indicating you were gaining consciousness but still everything was dark for you. Seeing movement from You, your brother calls your dad. "Dad she is finally awake" she said and your dad came running to you softly holding your hand. " Honey? How are you feeling now?" He asked you. But you were struggling as everything in front of you was dark as if the world had disappeared from your eyes. You tightly held his hands. " Dad!! Why is everything dark here. It's so uncomfortable why can't i see anything?" You said struggling. You couldn't stand that darkness at all. You were about to say something when the minho rushed in . "Finally you are awake," he said, checking up on you. " Minho oppa, why is it all dark here? Why can't i see anything" only these sentences were out from your mouth. Minho sighs " I know yn whatever I'll tell you now listen to it carefully. " He took a pause and spoke "yn when your car crashed your head hit some hard object. And due to that you have lost your eyesight "

' you lost your eyesight'

Your world just fell apart. You want to say something but words were like Struck. You couldn't say a single word. Tears were flowing . But then you realise something was missing. You try to calm yourself but you just couldn't. Only one person could calm you in this situation but where was she? "D..dad.. w..h. ere.. i..s . M..om" You said between tears. But got no response from them. You couldn't take that silence " Dad where is mom" you ask him again. Your heart was beating faster. Something was wrong, you could feel it. "Ynah you should rest for a while, you just woke up don't stress yourself" your brother spoke trying to not break down in front of you. But you were not ready to listen. You. Just wanted to know about your mom.

"OPPA I DON'T WANT TO REST I JUST WANT MY MOM. TELL ME HOW IS SHE.. IS SHE OKAY. I WANNA SEE HER" you said slightly raising your voice. Your brother started crying; he couldn't stop himself from crying. Hearing him cry made your heart beat faster. He held your hands gently " yn ah mom.. mom is gone " he said and you couldn't process what he said " m..o..m w..ha...t?" You ask again hoping to get a different answer but "yn .. mom is no more. Doctors couldn't save her " he said and broke down in front of you crying. Tears started flowing from your eyes "MOM" you yelled crying.

( Present time)

You were crying hard in Jungkook's embrace. But you weren't the only one who was crying. Jungkook couldn't stop himself from crying. This was the first time after so many years he showed his emotional weak side. But he knew if he has to calm you he need to be strong. You took some breath wiping his tears.

"Sunshine" he calls you softly. "Don't cry yn! Do you think your mom will like seeing you in this state. You want to be happy right. If you cry like this will her heart be at ease seeing you like this" he said and you shake your head. You wipe your tears " n..no i want my mom to be happy living her afterlife." You said sniffles. Jungkook wipes your tears on your cheeks. He pecks your forehead and pulls you in a hug.you wrap hands around his waist. He rests his head on your head rubbing your back. You stopped sniffling and just stayed in that position feeling his warmth.