Chapter Nine

Jasmine's P.O.V

I walked to him and slapped him hard. God! I was so angry that even my hand was with me and his face was red with my finger prints on them.

"How could you?!" I stood there with tears running down my eyes.

"Just for some personal gains...you fucked me up? Rehaan...didn't your soul shiver before you did this?" He stared me hurt, anger.

"I won't leave you! You used me for your benefits...how could you!" It was hard to control my anger. He stood there watching me with emotions I couldn't read and I didn't want to either.

That one month of dating, those nights that we spent together with each other, it was just a tool to get the hidden company informations. I really thought that he loved me.

"Only to get those documents and to defeat my boss...you chose to play with me and my feelings! Rehaan Roy!...you have no idea what you have done!" I couldn't control my anger, I slapped him as hard as I could. He turned his face back towards me and this time he pinned me to the wall with both my hands tightly pinned to the wall on my shoulder level.

"That was the limit now.." he spoke furiously with anger evident in his eyes. I struggled to free myself but his grip was too strong for me.

"Now listen to me very carefully...yes I used you get the hidden company informations...yes it's TRUE I chose to play with you but..." I cut him off in between.

"...but I became your sex toy?" His eyes opened wide in surprise.

"Why are you so shocked? Obviously you thought that she might not easily believe that I love her so show her to what extent you love me." Tears rolled down my eyes.

"You thought that she is soo good in bed so let's just continue fucking her up..right," I spoke with a firm and sarcastic voice.

"How did you even get that cheap thought in your mind?" I can't understand this guy. First he uses me and now my words prick him like needles? Who is he?

"You are getting me totally wrong, Jasmine...it's not what you think it is, hear me out for goodness sake! Please," he begged but I looked away from him.

"I love you...I really do, those sleepless night we spent together, those kisses we shared, it was not a drama neither it was fake.." I still avoided making eye contact with him.

"Hey...look at me.." with his two fingers, he lifted my chin up to make an eye contact with him.

"Did I ever made you feel that you are my sex partner only?" This time I felt he was speaking the truth but how can I trust such person who couldn't take the responsibility to tell me the reason why he chose me? Honesty should be the root when relationship is being made with someone, and he only lied from the very first day.

Before I could understand and say out my thoughts, his lips came crashing down on mine. His tongue urged to enter my mouth, despite being angry on him, I opened my mouth for him to enter. And that's the biggest mistake I made, his tongue passionately explored my mouth and the kiss had become more of an urge.

My mind went blank, I knew I shouldn't be doing this, I knew if I let him take control on me and my thoughts, I will destroy myself. I tried pushing him away but he kept his grip tight on my hand and waist while my other free hand gripped his right shoulder.

I pulled back from the kiss, panting, we rested our forehead on each other's forehead and breathed heavily.

"I should leave," I pushed him back and ran towards the door. But I couldn't walk out as Rehaan held my hand and pulled me in his embrace, I could feel his breath on my neck.

"Not now...not now," he groaned as he savored my scent. I was sinking, drowning in his passion, but I have to get myself out of here.

I struggled and freed myself from his grip. He looked into my eyes, I couldn't help but look away from him.

"I'm sorry, please come back to me," he forwarded his hand for me to accept. But I can't fall weak here.

"And be your slut again? No...I'm sorry Rehaan, but I wont be able to do this..." I walked out of his room and came back to my room. I closed the, leaned against it and cried. I felt so broken and devastated, I trusted him. I'm so angry at myself now...I dont know what I will do.

I stood up and went to the closet and started throwing my clothes from there on the bed. I packed all stuffs and opened the door to find him standing there. He was holding the test strip in his hand.

How did he...shit! I must have dropped it there.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He scanned my face.

"It doesn't matter now," I snatched the test strip from him and pushed him aside.

"Just stop right there Jasmine!" I stopped in the living room, not turning around to face him.

"That is my child you are carrying in you womb and I'm not going to let you leave just like that, you understand me?" He grabbed my arm and made me face him.

"Don't even think that I need your mercy for me and my baby to live, I can take care of him all by myself. " I freed myself angrily from his hold.

"And this isn't your baby anymore, after what you did with me, I'll make sure that you die without seeing his face!" I stomped out of there, banging the door behind me as I left.

For once I know that Rehaan won't sit silently, he will do anything to get this baby. The feeling of Rehaan separating my baby from me sent shrilly shiver down my spine. I walked aimlessly on the street not knowing where to go. I gave up my apartment to live with Rehaan...and who will accommodate me at this hour...so late at night. Soon I came to a park. I sat on the bench and placed my hand over my stomach, feeling the life inside me. Not long sitting there, a flash shined on my face, blinding my view.

"Ahh...put that damn thing away from my eyes!" I put my hands in front of my to protect them from the light, my eyes started burning. My eyes are flash sensitive.

"Jasmine? Is...is that you?" The voice felt familiar. I stood up and the light came on in the park, revealing Chris standing there.

"Chris? What are you doing here?" I felt my eyes widened in confusion.

"Well...it you who is standing on my property and I'm supposed to be asking that question. " he came closer and looked at my fallen face.

"Hy...what's wrong? Are you ok?" He asked me in a sweet way creasing my cheeks. And that was the last thing I remember before everything went black. I only remember him calling my name worriedly.

"Jasmine....Jasmine!"