Conflicted

Thinking about the past has got me wondering, why is it the good people always lose. Because good people how to play fair while bad people go round raking every f****** rule that exists.

That is why sometimes it doesn't have to become a bad person. People in this world they just not strong enough to support good people, and almost all of them would go through to hell support bad people.

Because with bad people you can be sure that you going to win especially when you get to break every rule in the book.

Makes me wonder, where the world that is described in the fairytale exists. I live in the real world where pain and sacrifice are all I've known.

Thinking back to the time when I was forced to say goodbye to someone I had envisioned a future with came at a very high price.

Having to lose myself, to become something that I'm not. A ruler, the iron fist that has brought the four lands to its knees.