While she was sitting in a yoga pose on her bed, Nida said to herself.
"I need to be clear about my own feelings so that I won't hurt others!"
It was the night that Nida went home after being chased by the vampires.
Talking to the twin made her realize that their unclear feelings and relationship were slowly hurting them.
Inhale
Exhale
She meditates while thinking more deeply.
She hated them.
She was scared of them.
But
She also cares for them.
She also loved them.
That was her feelings toward Ranz and Randell before, but what are her feelings for them now?
She was thinking whether her views of the frightening alpha werewolf turned weak werewolf were unchangeable.
Does she forgive them already?
Have her scars already healed?
Does her trauma still creep into her sleep?
"No." She opened her eyes and spoke at the same time, as if she had had a eureka moment.