Not the end

I've never tried 'this' hard to hold back my tears. If I let it flow for once, maybe it can have the power to flood the city. I am not ready to give up on us.

" Li, I was high on drinks. Isn't it obvious? You know I would never do anything to destroy 'us' and to hurt you. Besides he was just sitting on the bed."

He scoffed and spoke,

" You were clearly making out with him. Besides, I told you not to go to that party. Oh I get it, you 'wanted' to go to this party so badly and now I get the reason. It's over Amanda. We are over. This is the end of something which would have went beautiful, only if you were equally dedicated as I was."

After my brother's death, this is the first time I felt like to kill myself.

"Lijah, you know that I can't ... I can't..." I couldn't complete my words. I walked down the stairs to my cycle. I couldn't face him for another second. Aunt stood there looking at me. I smiled at her and rode to home, crying all the way.

I survived that night. I was broken, I cried, my head was killing me but still, I survived. This is not the end. I promised that to myself because, 'Lijah is mine'. The next day I walked into the class with a blank mind. Both Lijah and Godwin were on leave. I wanted to go to his house but maybe not now. I thought it was better to give him some time. He prefers to spend time alone in situations like this.

I miss him, I really do. I miss his voice, his hug, kiss and everything about him. I went through the pictures we took together. All of it, left me alone in tears.

I found it strange that I never bothered about Godwin's doings that night.

The next day at school was pretty much the same until a notice from the office was announced,

' Godwin William has been reported missing by his family from yesterday morning. Students are responsible to report in the headmaster's office if you know any information regarding this. Our whole school department requests everyone to take this seriously and do take initiative to share what you know and find him.'