A SOLUTION

(POV Amanda)

After having dinner, I walked back to my room and shut the door. Sinners will have to suffer! I am a sinner so I must suffer. But, Lijah, he deserves the world. I can't let him suffer anymore. I have to stop him from building any new plans to save me. Maybe it's time to stop running and face it. Face the consequence of my action. I took my phone and texted Lijah,

' I will confess tomorrow. It's time for me to face it. You have a sister to take care of, so no risks.'

He saw the message but didn't reply. I sat on the swing waiting for his message, looking at the moon.

Love is all about sacrifice. But, this isn't sacrifice. This is facing your own shit and living a life without regret. Tears welled up in my eyes as I thought about my future, 'our future'. I struggled to swallow down a still beating heart. I allowed my tears to flow, rather than suppressing them. What if that was my last moment with Li? That single thought made my body weak. I took out brother's photo. What if there is a solution? A solution that can save me from weeping my entire life. DEATH.