rainy days are for snails

I'm not supposed to feel jealous of her, but how could I not..? I mean she has everything, a perfect life a perfect family and a perfect job, I mean I'm pretty sure she has the most peaceful job.. Like a photographer..? Yea I think thats what she said, I'm pretty sure she's good at it to.

When I'm with her everything is sunny and beautiful the sun comes out, and the snails have their first run on a sunny I bet it must be nice being her I'm sure she doesn't have old men constantly flirting with her, I'm sure she doesn't have to worry about the troubles in life her life must be so peachy and perfect it makes me sick I want to be her I want to have her life I just want everything to be ok.. But I know that will never happen, I can't take her life..

I can't have everything I want. My life is cloudy and rainy, filled with no sunshine over me, no rainbows and unicorns, no happy ending, but perhaps I can try to be with her.. To make everything better.

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