Prologue

"How dare him do this to me! I'm Faith Carolina Grant for heaven sake," I muttered while wiping the tears from my eyes.

"Sis, I told you how many times that when karma strikes you back this will happen to you," Bethany teased me.

Sometimes I was thinking twice if this girl’s actually my little sister, she's supposed to be giving me comfort but instead of that she just teased me.

"Shut up! Whatever you say I don't deserve this shit," I shouted at her.

"Stop it sissy, and do you think they deserve to be ghosted too? Sis, there are many of men’s that you’ve ghosted but you didn’t even hear any word from them, for example cursing you because you’re evildoer. "

“I told you to shut up!” Again, I shouted at her.

“You’re really crazy sis? You told me to come over here and now you don't want me to say anything? Insane!" She answered.

“Because you’re supposed to be comforting me, but what are you doing? You are acting like a mom who’s very angry to her daughter, bitch!”

Sometimes I just can’t understand why god gave me a little sister who is even stronger than mom when it comes to giving me sermon. Because mommy doesn’t have much time for us, so this sister of mine is sometimes really getting into my nerve, she irritates me and when she’s about to open her mouth for her sermon thingy I really want to choke her.

“So what’s your plan?” this sister of mine asked me.

“Plan for what?” I answered.

“I mean, are you just going to mumble here all day? Because you’re going to look like a rotten potato here,” she laughed so I threw a pillow at her.

"Of course I won't let anyone do that to me, I'll repeat I'm Faith Carolina Grant and no one has the right to ..." I didn't finish what I was going to say when my sister cut my word.

“To ghost you? So what do you want, you’re the only one who has a right to ghost every mans that you’ve liked? And now that you’ve found someone to be your match you can’t accept it? Think about the feelings of that mans that you’ve already ghosted, did anyone of them complain? Nothing, because it’s you and they can’t do anything about that because it’s already happened.” Bethany groin.

"Get out!" I scolded her and she immediately stood up and then left my room.

I may be rude for treating my sister that way, but who cares because I’m hurting and I don’t think I deserve this. Specially the one who’s got me this pain is a man. All this time I thought that he's the one since we have same vibes and I’m already comfortable with him and then boom! He ghosted me like wtf is his problem, we’re ok before he ghosted me.

I took a deep breath and then I checked my messenger again but his account is still deactivated. Damn him, he’s so nonsense but I love him. I message my friend to ask her if she still talked to him but my friend replied “no.” Why did he ghosted me, tssk. It’s really irritating.

I heard a knock from my room’s door and saw mommy entering my room wearing her smile.

“Let’s eat dinner, I just got home and Bethany told me that you have a little problem, what is it honey? You can tell me." She asked and sat down on my bed.

“Nothing mom, I’m fine and by the way can I call it a miracle that you’re now joining us for dinner? Should I pray more harder just for you to come home and have dinner with us every night?” I answered her.

“You have too and please don’t stop praying because I know that you know are situations right now. I have to work hard so that I can give you and your sister the life that you've wanted. Now tell me what's bothering you so that we can talk about it and we can eat dinner because I have some paper works to do in my office after we eat."

"Nothings bothering me, let's eat so that you can finish your paper works early." I told her and then I walked away from my room first, leaving my mom in my own room because I don’t want to talk about what happened to me.

I’m not being used of talking to my mom whenever I have problems that I’ve been dealing with since she barely got home and I’m always stuck in my younger sister’s mouth. I totally respect and understand mom, maybe I'm just craving for some of her attention that she couldn't give because she's always busy.