Sleep

I think they could have been. I think they could have been great. We could have done more together, we could have gotten to know each other more. We could have done all of this earlier.

I giggled tiredly. If you think about it this isn’t my first shower with Shane. I had just been with him in here last night. The difference in why and the difference in me were great. The last time I was in here, I swore he was the enemy.

Now, he’s washing me after he dicked me down. My, how the tides have changed. I shook my head. The last thing I needed was to start down the path of before or after. I just needed to stay in the moment a little longer.

I didn’t want to think about what I should be doing or what I was going to do after this. I wasn‘t going to think about tomorrow and I wasn’t going to think about war, or dreams, or mates, or witches. I was going to enjoy this.