CHAPTER 12/2.

Tell me are you crazy?

Lexie.

We were driving around for about twenty minutes when Logan made me blindfold with a handkerchief that I pulled out of his glove compartment.

I had no idea what all this was about but the little ants inside my stomach were becoming more noticeable, I turned in all directions, I was scared and at the same time anxious. Logan had the power to make me forget about all problems and all feelings as opposed to happiness, he was like a jug of cold water that woke me up from a relapse, like the one I had today.

This guy had really seen me cry seas and yet here I was, he gave me the necessary space and I waited from afar. What he was doing now, take me away América's house, blindfold me to go know where.

With anyone else, I would feel insecure about what we were doing, but with him, with him I simply let myself get carried away by completely getting the world and taking little steps on the line that separated sanity from madness, meed ourselves in something that from which we would not get out, but if it was with him, I simply did not care and that scared me.

Why did I feel so safe next to him? We had met just a week ago and he could come close to being one of the people he trusted the most. I had no idea why.

What if I started to like it? Come on, the boy it was good, but what did I know about him? He practically had a great advantage over me and that left me on my nerves. How could he be so mysterious?

The car stopped and I noticed how he opened the door and closed it with a sharp bang. Minutes passed and I began to get scared, my chest rose and fell, I was desperate, I wanted to get this thing out of my eyes but he had made me promise not to do it without his consent. And there I was, obeying him.

—Logan? —I said, holding my breath.

I felt footsteps outside the other side of the car and then some outside my door. They hit the window and I scared myself into a ball in the seat.

Suddenly the door opened, I took a lot of air. I was going to scream.

I opened my mouth but it was covered by a hand so strong that we both went backward.

—Are you crazy or what's wrong ?! —Logan exclaimed in a stern tone.

—I thought you dumped me. —My voice was barely distinguishable under his hands. He was on top of me, so close I could feel his breath on my cheek.

He realized the position we were in and separated from me.

—Whatever, do not shout they will catch us.

—Can I take this off now? —I asked quietly.

—No.

Before he could reply he grabbed me by the waist and pulled me out of the car, laying me on the ground while I listened closely and reopened the car doors. The noise of cans sounded as his footsteps approached, he took my hands.

—Hold this.

I did, it gave circled around behind me, and undid the knot from the handkerchief. I opened my eyes little by little getting used to the light of the streetlights, it was dark but I could see where we were. The trees were still, soon the summer would end and I still wasn't going to the beach.

He placed his strong hands on my waist while tightening the skin there. That simple gesture made my hormones soar like crazy. He turned slowly taking me with him and I could see where we were.

I withdraw what was said. Logan was missing more than one screw.

I heard his giggle in my ear. And the breath from him took one out of me too. I do not remove his hands from my waist until I turn to look at him, bites his lip, his gray eyes were wrapped in pure shine, I suddenly wanted to hug him but I knew that if I did my body would completely lose control.

I was surprised when he was the one who hugged me, he squeezed me tightly to his body while he hid his face in my neck. I stroked the hair on the back of his neck and pulled him to look at me.

—I don't know what I'm doing here with you, but I assure you I wouldn't want to be anywhere else.

He closed his eyes and sighed.

—What am I going to do with you, Lexie? —I didn't answer, I just gave him my sincerest smile and he bit my nose.

—Let's go.

Before he could answer, he and was pulling me by the hand at a hurried pace until we reached the gate.

—What about everyone? Don't you have friends who aren't posh? —He teased.

—We're in a small town in case you haven't heard about it —he jumped over the fence— and yes, Zac doesn't come from any money family.

—Your parents have money —he answered as he lowered me by taking me by the hips.

—The case with us is different.

I walked excitedly towards the house that I had visited so much in the last year of the institute.

—What's different about it?

He was just going to tell her, he would practically find out anyway but, it was Logan, he wasn't talking to the president.

—My parents do not come from families of money, neither of us, our last name is not important like the people you will meet here. They started from scratch, they kept us quite young so they had to manage to support us both. My father started a small business that became quite large and popular over time. A few years ago when the last year of the institute began, my father had a great loss and at the end of that same year he almost went bankrupt, the rest I do not know, I only know that now he has returned to when he was becoming popular and now we are fine.

He had been left behind with a frown and looking down at the ground.

—What happen?

—That's why Liam went to study elsewhere.

I nodded, that and because I was my not there. He just took a deep breath, ruffling his hair with one hand.

—Something happens?

He opened his eyes and blew out the air he was holding.

—Liam didn't say anything to me.

—It's not something you'd go around talking about, right?

He clenched his jaw and I moved closer, there was something else wrong with him.

—I was so preoccupied with other things that I didn't even realize he was having money problems. If only he had told me, I would have helped him.

I denied taking his face with both hands.

—No, don't do that, you didn't know —he looked at me as if something hurt —if Liam had wanted you to know and he would have told you.

—But...

—It's not enough! We will enter that house and we will make a mess.

Slow but he finally nodded, I took his hand to walk at once, but he stopped me.

—You stay with the Ferrari, I'll go inside.

—Okey.

Logan.

I left Lexie out of this for being selfish, because I wanted to take revenge on this guy. With Adair's help and the information he gave me, I bypassed the security of the house and headed for the only place that interested me, her room. The house was posh.

But what audacity I had to say this. If he came from a family that can pretty much buy this whole little town, but Lex didn't care when I told him about it, it was a breath of fresh air. People approaching me because of the weight of my last name was more than used, but Lexie didn't even know who she was talking to and I liked that, like many things I liked about her.

I opened the last room and when I entered I found an immense disorder, it was typical of a soccer player, with photos of naked women posted on the walls.

I rolled my eyes until I came across the photo of Lexie with him. She was glued to the ceiling above her bed, it had an engraving under it with down.

I wish I could tell you the truth, but I can't, please forgive me

I found several photos of her on her nightstand. They were snapshots of Lexie eating ice cream, laughing, studying, on the beach, with him.

I couldn't help but feel a sting when I saw the full smile of the girl who just a few hours ago was crying for this guy. I felt a sudden rage and envy at the same time, it guy had had heaven in his hands and he let her go.

I waste her smiles and he did not stay with her, and that made me angry as no one had ever done. Because I wanted her to smile at me like that, I wanted her to do it with me, I wish I could love her as she knows how do it but cant not, do it because in my life there is no space for love, I had already experienced the pain of a heartbroken once, it wouldn't happen that again.

I didn't know where all this feeling of wanting to protect her from anything that hurts her came from, and I got mad at myself for having these thoughts of her. Lexie was just Liam's sister so we had to get along. Yes, that was it.

I went straight to tear up the photo he had on the ceiling and left him a little note that would keep him out of my way.

Today you have just lost her forever, do not be mortified uncle, that you chose this, leave her alone and do not cross my path again or I do not respond. Weisser.

I almost ran down the stairs and went to the kitchen, I opened the refrigerator and as if it were the fucking fate that smiled at me, there I found the nutritious drink that I had seen him drink.

She was going to regret making Lexie cry, I poured the pills I got from the pharmacy and stirred the base.

When I put the drink in the refrigerator I heard a noise from inside the house, a door slamming shut, and a few steps on the stairs. When the footsteps were heard far away, I ran to the door and left leaving it half-open, if I closed it probably whoever was in the house would listen.

—It took you a long time!

Lex's scream startled me and I dropped the keys.

—Chts! Do you want us to be discovered?.

—Was there someone inside?

I nodded silently and she was alarmed.

—Damn, we have to go now. —I whisper worried.

Oh no.

—We're not leaving here until I'm done with everything —I said, walking toward the Ferrari.

—What are you to do? We have to go! —She stopped me taking my arm with both hands.

I approached her without thinking making her back away.

—If you stop yelling maybe I'll tell you.

She laughed mischievously covering her mouth with an imaginary closure, she looked like a girl.

—The bag —I demanded. She handed it to me, I opened it and took the contents out of it.

—You're crazy.

—You have to be crazy enough to do something like this. —I paused looking at her beautiful eyes of different colors, they had me captivated— tell me, are you crazy?

Lexie bit her lip.

Fuck how sexy.

—More than you think.—I let go of her hand and she took out the white spray paint, I had the yellow one.

The colors of our mischief.

Without waiting she began to paint the damn Ferrari that this bastard boasted so much. I drew nonsense lines as Lexie looked dubiously at the can in her hand.

—You're crazy, remember?

And she started painting, biting her lip in concentration. I stopped for a second to look at her, how small she looked there, I looked at the car and drew a skull with our initials on the driver's door. When I felt satisfied we already had the car completely scratched the color white, it was nowhere to be seen and only the white and yellow color of our mischief remained.

Lexie had unbuttoned the buttons of her cleavage, revealing her breast line, and her dress had risen up her thighs, revealing the soft skin there.

Just thinking about what had happened in the bathroom made me hard again, I had to gather all my self-control that was left to not possess her right there, but now, I was so hard that it hurt, the skin on her neck was shining and her lips so red they were crying out to be together with mine, I clenched my fists but finally my body moved on its own.

I walked towards her at a determined pace, I took her by her waist and hit her to me, she was startled from her but I did not turn away from her, however, she stayed looking at my mouth and swallowing hard.

I brought my face from to hers, I heard her sigh. Stamp our mouth, I had wanted to do this since the first time she had tasted them. I separated my mouth for a second to be able to look at her and she doubtfully pressed her lips to mine again.

It was the answer she wanted.

She opened her mouth to let me invade her completely, rose my tongue with hers, from my mouth came a soft growl that she swallowed, I bit her lip while she played with my piercing passing it through her teeth. I was in full control of the kiss and her mouth was so luscious and her skin so hot that I didn't want any space between us. I would die and live in her mouth, I encircled my tongue a few more times in her mouth and she sighed with desire.

I caught it for them up from her by her waist and she wrapped her legs around mine as if she didn't want to lose contact with me. I sat her on the hood of the car and kissed her with force, she answered me in the same way, passing her hands around my neck to place them on my neck, she brought me towards her and let her be in command of her kiss.

We were like this for a few minutes that seemed like an eternity, her lips made me lose my mind and the feeling was so intense that I could even say that I became addicted to them.

I didn't want to part but we had to, gasping for air, her chest rising and falling as she looked at me shyly from below. I smiled as I watched as she licked her lips savoring the remains of my mouth, I retained her smile, I pressed her thigh towards me, we had cut the kiss but I did not want her to stop being close to me, my body claimed her.

We looked at each other in silence, accomplices of what we had done, until we felt the door of the house open.

She widened her eyes as she squeezed my arms, I grabbed her hips and jumped her down.

—Who's there? —We heard Samuel's voice in the portal of her door.

—Fuck! —We said in unison, then took her hand and ran to her gate.

I looked back to see how she was and she was smiling like I wanted her to like she had seen her in the photos of her with Sam and Liam. She smiled with me, it was not a fake smile but a real one.

We got to the gate and I helped her up, I threw her the keys.

—Start the car.

She obeyed as I pushed myself to jump through the fence.

—Stop! —They yelled behind my back, but I ignored it.

I got to the car as Lex was backing up and into the streets.

—Hell, that was amazing! —Lex said as she drove excitedly, she kept waving her hands and smiling like a child.

—You'll see that you can have a great time with me.

We didn't say anything the whole way to her house, we were so ecstatic that there were no words to describe how we felt. I was trying with all my might to get off my arousal, to remember the kiss we gave each other, how she gasped in my mouth and how she responded to my caresses. It was like having fucking heaven in my arms.

Even so, I couldn't help but feel like a bastard to hook up with her, I had promised Liam that I would not touch her that I would not even look at her with different eyes, however, it was the only thing I did since I had met her in that bar.

My cell phone started ringing and that woke me up from the trance.

Chloe's name lit up the screen and my spirits went down like a roller coaster. He had three missed calls from her and a text message.

I wonder how long she will continue with this? When will it be the day that she finally gets tired of looking for me, of calling me, I received at least fifteen calls a day from her, even more.

It rang again, arousing Lexie's curiosity.

—Are you not going to attend?

—Fuck it! —I yelled loud and angry making Lex jump.

Decline the call and type an answer, one of many he had sent to Chloe.

Leave me alone for the fucking time.

She didn't ask any more questions until we got to her house, I parked and she got out of the car, I touched the window. She didn't feel like talking.

I pressed the button for it to go down.

Her smile greeted me with open arms.

—Thank you for making my day completely insane.

She opened the back door and took her purse out of it.

I waited for him to enter her house and I left. I was scared of this sense of attachment I felt for her, but I still had to figure out my shit.