Story of a young girl having to deal with been abused by her guardian or father , she was alive in her own world, dealing with the harsh reality of life, running away from. Her world or craving ecstasy, she lives in a world where the stories told hits harder than the expectation and people you'd never imagined. It's an insight to the trauma and stigma that sexually harassed victims go through, I try my best in this book to paint a picture of reality it self.....

Behind the smile.

 She lived with a monster for several years hoping and praying a change would be made,days of being beaten and left to clean fresh painful bruises,with a broken heart,always trying to hope and believe for a something with more. No one would make such sacrifice,given birth to two children,left alone to carter for them,having no way of earning an income was more than a breaking story. 


 I remember my mother shedding painful tears while narrating the story ,I could feel the pain in her heart, intense hurt from her voice,she said she tried to cope for years but at a point stopped trying when she knew it was never going to be better that was when she ran away with I and my sister and now she had to keep us away from him and it has to be that way. 


Chapter Seventeen.