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ARLENE MARIELLA's POV

I didn't say a word after his. He stood up and left me there thinking what should I do. And, what did I do? There's always a time that I hate myself, and a time that I'm not in the mood to talk to everybody.

He's right. I wouldn't be here if I didn't love myself. I'm not even alive right now if I don't. I should be in heaven and watching them every hour, and day of their life.

I sometimes think, if I deserve all these things I have in life? I came into a wealthy family, not in the unhealthy, that's why I don't know how much they suffer in life.

But, being in a wealthy family is hard. You are not pocket rich, you can get everything. We also struggle with the things we want to get, just like I experienced last time. I want my parents' love, but they're not giving it wholeheartedly. I am craving for their love and care, I sometimes don't care about money and shits. Just their love is enough to say that we're a family.