I believe that we are all as fragile as glass some are harder to break than others every time we struggle with our emotions and go through something painful a piece of us breaks sometimes people help us put our pieces back together sometimes we have to pick the pieces ourselves sometimes we cut people with our pieces even when we didn't mean to and we break and put our pieces back together and we're left with the cracks with every break we become more fragile but it matters how you put the pieces back together if you're stronger or not I believe this is how everyone lives life
(as fragile as glass) this is a novel were I turn my emotions and thoughts into poetry I find beauty in my tragedy

As Fragile As Glass

Emotionless that's what I am and that's what I didn't want to be I didn't want to take a pill a medication that would make me a brainless emotionless zombie I didn't want to feel like nothing mattered like I didn't care about anything but suddenly I'm on another pill and I'm exactly what I didn't want to be and now I'm realizing I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all I would rather suffer I'd rather fight the war in my mind then feel like there's nothing at all because right now the only thing I feel is frustration trying to find my emotions trying to find the old me that had tham when my sister told me she feels like I don't care I wish I did I wish I could care about every little detail like I used to but I can't I can't because a pill is stopping me but she doesn't take time out of her day to ask me how I am anymore and that would be bothering me if I could feel anything right now and I don't I just feel emotionless
