I Wish I Could Tell You

I wish I could tell all my thoughts all the things I feel and how it scares me when the way you talk to me changes in the slightest way how just because you don't say one word I think that means you don't want me anymore I can't tell you that sometimes I take your jokes too serious and it makes me feel like you're pushing me away I can't tell you that's how I feel because I'm scared I'm of what you would think of me if I tell you I can't tell you and it's hard I don't have the confidence and my anxiety won't let me I keep telling myself it's just because we're not at that place but I don't know if I could ever tell you all the things I truly want to tell but I wish I could tell you