It Hurts Like Hell To Have Loved You

it hurts like hell to have loved you to have let myself fall so deep for someone who was deceiving me to have let you in and show you how broken and fragile I am to have let you take parts of me you wanted I hate that I miss the way you made me feel I hate that I miss talking you I hate that there was a time when I thought I needed you I hate that a part of me still feels like I need you I hate that I know I will always miss you it was easy to let myself love you but it's not easy to let myself hate you all that happiness you once gave me is now pain and it hurts like hell to have loved you