I Wish I Didn't Still Want You

I wish I didn't still want you because jealousy can burn a hole in your heart when you know the one you want belongs to someone else I wish I didn't want you I wish I wasn't jealous because she gets you because she gets your attention the attention I once had and she gets your affection and your sweet words the ones you used to tell me and all those moments I wanted she gets them because I told myself the faster you leave my life the quicker I can heal the wounds you inflicted but it hurts that you could just let me go that easy but I'm still struggling to forget you but you just let me go like I never matter and that's why I wish I didn't still want you