Warning this maybe trigger for some read at your own discretion
Don't tell me to be positive if you weren't there if you haven't seen how much I have overcome how much I've changed if you don't know the full story if you don't know how much I have done and went through to be a better version of me but you tell me to be more positive but you don't understand these negative words I put on paper they are the words that are in my head they're not just words but feelings feelings that I need to express you have no idea how many times putting my words on paper has stop me from putting a blade to my wrist so please don't tell me to be positive