I Wish I Never Done It

Warning this chapter maybe triggering for some read at your own discretion

I wish I never done it I wish I had never hurt myself but I can't take it back even though it's in the past I still wish I never done it I wish I never cut into my flesh and watch myself bleed because I believed that pain would set me free I wish I never dug my nails into my skin until my hands were covered in blood and I wish I didn't bite my lips until they bleed but the ones I love and the world caused me so much pain I wish I had never let myself turn that pain to something physical I wish I had never done it