What If

What if we only want each other because we feel like we're not good enough for anyone else what if there's someone better for you what if there is someone who actually deserves you what if there's someone who can love you without fear who can give you the intimacy I'm not ready to give you and you say we can take it slow and you will wait for me as long as it takes but what if there is someone out there is ready to give you everything I can't I hate that sometimes I wonder what if you are too good for me I hate that sometimes I wonder if it's okay for me to love you I hate questioning things I hate drowning in my thoughts and overanalyzing everything but sometimes I can't help but question what if