Do You Know It's Hard For Me

Do you know it's hard for me to know that you had a past with someone else do you know it's hard for me to learn things about her that you never told me from someone else do you know it's hard for me when I asked you and you don't open up to me do you know it's hard for me because it leaves me wondering if there's still feelings and you know it's hard for me to see the pictures of her to learn things you never told me and still be able to look you in the eyes and say I love you do you know it's hard for me to not want to leave you to not want to be near you and to not want to be done with you and not want to just run away because it hurts me to know you were with someone else because it hurts me to know that there's still things that you can't tell me and I understand it's not easy for you but do you know it's hard for me