I speed walked to my room to see Lucien. The way we have said goodbye was hurtful at least to me. I wanted to amend everything between us. I also wanted him to listen to me. I know I should tell him about Igor. I have dragged this long enough. Maybe if he understood my issues, we can work out our relationship or whatever we have. I was hopeful for us. I refuse to let Igor or anything else come between us. I wanted him to love me I don't know if we would ever reach an understanding but I wanted to try. I missed him so much. I wasn't even mad at him for coming between me and my revenge.
I went inside to find Lucien sitting in the bed. My first reaction was to hug him. But I knew better than that instead I went towards him and lightly touched on his shoulders.
"Lucien I missed you", I told him truthfully.
" Don't fucking touch me", he told me.
"What?", I asked him dumbly.
" I said don't you dare to touch me", he said looking at me his eyes blazing.