I had wolfed everything down like an animal. I know right now I was not painting myself a picture of perfect beauty but damn if I care. I guess with him I don't have to put out any act. I could be just myself, only if there weren't any lies between. I love him so much that I hardly care that I have told him lies. When in love you don't think about right and wrong. You just do what is best for you and your loved one. The rest of the things didn't matter. But what we forget is the immense guilt that will eat you alive from inside and out.
"Mara forgive me. No matter how I think I always feel as though I'm using you. I don't think I will forgive myself if something happened to you", he told. I was feeling the same way but I hardly could tell him that. So I reached out and touched his face and he looked at me.
" I would do anything for you. I will move heaven and earth. I think the right and wrong kind of blurs when I'm with you", I told him.