Ryker
A month passes by and I know that I have to keep my end of the deal. I wish I didn't have to interact with Elix again, but I have collected all the souls. I kept them because I knew that I would have to make the exchange.
I feel Harley withdrawing from me, and I can't even blame her. She is living a life of fear--one that is because of me. I wish I could do something to make her see that I will not let her go, but there are just too many forces, too many people watching us. I haven't seen Leighty since that night, but I know he is out there waiting till it is just the right time to strike at me. The one person I always thought I could count on hates me now. I do not blame him. I have become someone that only cares about themselves, and I don't even give a shit.
I let a friend down, and I am so completely wracked with guilt that I can't stand it, but there's not much I can do. I have only one priority, and she is the only one that matters.