Chapter 39

KOUSUKE

I felt myself, I really wanted to leave here in the infirmary. I feel useless if I am going to be here for a long time. I should be searching and learning some techniques for this third level of the game. I'm all alone right now maybe I should try getting up to speed my recovery.

I was about to get up when I heard the door creaked and opened. I look at who it is and realized it was Axel. He was gripping a small folder and pulled a chair. I slowly sit up and I found myself like it was easy unlike yesterday. I feel like I'm better now.

"About the game, Kousuke," Axel started the conversation. I am kinda curious about the folder he is holding too.

"Yeah, what about it?" I asked while looking at him as he does.

"Yesterday night I went into the portal but it was being deleted the half of it. I was thankful enough that I was not yet too late before it had been deleted. I searched for an information about the God Game. My father knew about me being at the portal but no need to worry. I know him. He will be not helping us in the game but he will help us to escape. I also mentioned about Minato and his friend and the others down there He promised me to help us but I know...I know we won't depend on his words but he will be backing us," he stated and I don't know what to answer so I just stay silent and listen to him.

"I know my father sinned greatly against you. I know you can't forgive him or maybe you won't. I know that my father is one of the assassins of why your parents died. I know you have a clue, Kousuke. And all of those are true and maybe right here, right now you are doubting me since I am the son of him. I am nothing like my father, I used to look up on him because he was a great dad and a good husband to my mother. We were once a happy family even though I am always being admitted due to my sickness. I believe my father was being twisted and intimidated. And maybe for my own sake. I am the product of my mother's death. And I am-," I cut him off because I know how hard it is for him to tell these things to me. I know he wrecking inside. A man who tells all of the shit that is happening into his life without hesitation and you can see the pain in his eyes is indeed a great man.

"I know. And you are different Axel. You did not carry any of your father's sins. You are different and he is also different. That was your father's choice. That was your father's believe that time and that day. Please free yourself from being eaten with those conclusions that you have, Axel. And I put my trust in you, we, our team put our trust in you," I said and a tear escape from his eye that he immediately wipes it away. This boy, the same age of mine is keeping himself in the dark from the day that he had been reincarnated.

In this world we have reasons. The night I knew I would be hit by a gunshot I told myself I didn't want to die. I don't want to die on my birthday. I don't want to die in the kind of situation. I don't want to die because uncle Ole is still waiting for me. I don't wan to die because I have reasons to live. All I think about is I don't want to die. But that night, no matter how much I begged that I didn't want to die, I could not divert my destiny. It's true that those in the film. When you are at the end of your life you see images of people who have been a part of your life. And then it was as if everything slowed down and only the stars in the sky could be seen by my eyes and I slowly lay down on the ground. And I don't have the strength to open my eyes for long. But when I opened my eyes again as if I had been hit by a bullet just yesterday and I knew I had no life I still couldn't believe it. And that time I have my second life. A second life that I should not waste. Because everything has a reason. And maybe one of the reasons is these. I smiled and nodded.

"So what did you find out?" I asked changing the topic which makes his mood different.

He brought the folder out and opened it. "About the game, God Game. It says here that what you had choose power from the second level will also be the power you will use in the third level. So suck me out because what I got is speed and shifting that I am not good at. But it could be helpful right?" he uttered and I can't help but to be amused.

Axel Storm is a pro player. I've seen him play even though he's admitted just like he said. And what can I expect he had everything that is top notch in mobile gaming. It's that everything is not perfect even though you have this you will be lacking with something else too. So no matter how small it is, it's still a blessing and just be grateful.

I put my hands up like he was crazy or something. "Are you crazy? Don't you that your power is cool more than ever you know? You have flash in you and also the sexy Jennifer Lawrence power," I exclaimed and he just look at me in a gloomy face.

"You're starting to sound like Kazehaya. Don't make me hurt you," he said which caused me to laugh. "Well, I hope this power of mine would help us in the game huh and by every means of it you know where we are going to go next. It will be hard and will be unknown of what will happen next but I wish we could make it," he added.

"Trust me, it will."