Chapter 135: Sweet Advances

Winter was on us again, slowing down work enough for Fenris to be home in time. It almost appeared that even the baddies took the season off, allowing my beloved to come home early. The moment our eyes met, I felt my heart skip a beat.

This was the first time in an entire year that we had been alone—something he quickly noted.

"Where are the kids?" Fenris asked, taking off his coat and placing it on the hanger.

It started snowing on his way back, leaving his hair lightly damp when he came in. The cold never bothered me while in the manor, though.

"Amelia took them for the night," I answered, glancing toward the floor while he looked around for clothes to wear after his bath.

For some reason, I felt shy about the entire thing. Even though this was far from our first time together, it felt like I was cornering him.

Is it the lingerie I'm wearing?! Why am I feeling so embarrassed after everything we've done? There's no use in feeling this way at all. Lilith, he's your man. Get him! Like Melody said to me earlier!

The whispers returned after my pregnancy, but they were less persistent and mostly muffled because of the change in our connection.

"She did?" Fenris sounded more surprised than anything else.

 It added to my nerves as I nodded my head to confirm.

"Yep," I mumbled, fidgeting with my fingers.

He stood there momentarily, trying to figure out what was happening. A chuckle erupted from his lips soon after. It triggered my cheeks to go from pink to bright pink.

"Don't laugh!" I grumbled, trying not to feel too much into it.

Though it made me wonder if he still wanted to hold me, part of me always thought he was diving into work, not to overwhelm me with his constant need for affection. Lycan's libido was higher than that of a human.

It was why we did it until the day I gave birth, but it had been an entire year since we last had touched each other.

"Ah... Well, want to join me?" Fenris teased me further with a sly smirk on his lips.

He found my attempts to find some alone time with him adorable. I stayed quiet, grabbing onto the bed sheets with my fist.

"Dinner's soon," I informed, trying to keep my nerves in check.

Why does it feel like it's our first time all over again? Get a hold of yourself, Lilith!

"Hm... That doesn't mean we can't have a little fun before it." Fenris noted, sitting beside me.

His words caused me hesitantly to glance up at him. He had fully caught on to what I wanted.

"I-I—" Before I could answer, a yelp left my lips when he picked me up, bridal style.

I held onto him for dear life. He walked out of the room and into the bathroom with me in his arms. I had already showered, but he stripped himself of his clothing before slowly doing the same to me.

For an entire year, we did nothing more than kiss and cuddle at night. After my birth, even though Amelia tried to repair most of the damage, it left me barren. There was no way to know if it was because of what Edna did, but that didn't matter to us.

We already had four adorable children to raise, which were a handful enough by themselves. We still didn't know what the eternal witch had done or where Layla was, but that had to be pushed aside. This would be our first night alone in an entire year.

Dropping the gown, Fenris stopped for a moment, taking in the sight of me in underwear I had never worn before.

"Wow, you've never…" he breathed, studying every part of my body as I got jittery.

"Does it look bad?" I mumbled, shivering when he traced his fingers down my back.

Grabbing onto my hand, he quickly took it to his hardened heat, triggering my heart to flutter.

"No. unless this isn't the reaction you were looking for." He leaned to kiss my neck, leaving my hand on his shaft as I clasped onto it.

A soft sigh left him as he trailed his other hand from my hip to my abdomen. There were the most significant scars and the only ones I was genuinely proud of. After all, it signified the birth of my baby girl and how we all survived that day.

"Does it still hurt?" he asked, shifting his eyes to face me.

This wolf still had vivid nightmares about the entire event. In most, he failed to save me, leaving me to comfort him every time he woke up—a change of roles almost. In my case, though, my terrors died down since that day.

I had left every one of them behind when I was brought back.

"No," I simpered, feeling embarrassed by his touch as I stroked him, triggering a soft whine to leave his lips.

It was so welcoming, and all my worries from before melted from how his eyes hungrily yearned for me. There wasn't a single time when he didn't look at me the same way. I was his world, and he was mine.

Before I knew it, my cheeks were cupped in his hands, tugging me in for a tender kiss. Licking my bottom lip, I gave access to his tongue to play with mine. In such a way that by the end, I was left breathless.

When we separated, a smile broke on his lips. He had been looking forward to this moment longer than I had realized. Of course, he moved at my pace. However, we were both worried about each other, so we didn't realize we wanted this.

"I love you," Fenris murmured in a husky voice.

Do I ever feel cold in your arms? No…

"I love you too," I replied, triggering the wolf to kneel before me.

"Good, so be a good girl, and let me have a good meal tonight." He purred, gripping onto my thighs.

"Huh? Wait, Fenris!" I yelped as he licked my vulva over the underwear.

In an instant, I froze as he placed one of my thighs on his shoulders, gripping my bum to keep me steady.

"Let me enjoy this gift." He smirked, using his thumb to move the underwear to the side as his tongue lapped my sensitive bell, leaving me mewling.

Ah… I haven't felt this pleasure in so long.

"Fenris!" I whined as he concentrated on lapping my little bean, allowing saliva to drip down his chin.

I gripped his hair as he used his fingers to trail down my slits before pressing one gently into my entrance.

In an instant, the knot that I hadn't felt in an entire year tightened to the point I could barely keep my hips from bucking into him—something he didn't mind as he wanted me to lose it. When he tugged away from my bell, I saw his shimmering eyes studying me like he had the first time we had been together.

"Let me know if it hurts." He breathed, slipping his finger into me as I nodded.

A soft smile rose on his lips before letting my thigh free and raising himself to kiss me. A soft hum left me as his finger began to tug out of me before plunging back into me. His tongue kept my voice in check as he slid in another digit before picking up the pace.

"Fen—" I went to voice but yelped, feeling the knot tighten even more as his eyes shimmered brightly again.

His heat rubbed on my abdomen when he pressed his body against mine.

"Does it hurt?" He mumbled, triggering me to shake my head.

"No, it doesn't," I assured him, voice a little shaky.

At first, it felt odd, but after the first few pushes, it gave away a pleasure I had come to miss.

"Is it good?" He licked my neck, prompting me to grab hold of his hips.

"So good. I want you, please?" I begged, allowing myself to sink into the feeling.

A soft chuckle came from him as he sped up his movements, leaning into my breast before tugging the bra and opening the middle to allow my areolas to be exposed.

"Cum for me; once you do, I'll bury myself in you too." He assured, taking one of my nips into his mouth.

"Fenris!" I squealed, feeling the knot release, washing my world.

Holding me up by my waist, my body twitched with every sensation coursing through my body. The entire time he sucked on my nips, giving each one enough love to make them sensitive. It was completely different when he did it compared to our babies.

I was still nursing them even a year later as those dreadful machines pumped me dry most of the time. Yet, it appeared there was still some left in them for this curious wolf.

"You're milk tastes sweet." He mumbled, tugging away from my breast.

"Does it? I thought I pumped them dry earlier." I shifted my eyes to his heat, which was roaring to go.

"Mhm, kind of jealous how the pups get to have it all." My wolf breathed, shifting his eyes towards me.

"You can have some if you like, too. They're starting to prefer mushy foods now." I assured him.

"Ah, so kind of you to say." He smirked, nuzzling his nose against mine. "But I'm okay, and they can have it all if they wish. I'll taste some while I pleasure you."

He licked his lips, triggering me to clash mine with his. In an instant, his tongue met with mine as he picked me up, allowing me to wrap my legs around his hips.

Drawing from our heated kiss, I lapped his lips, "More, Fenris, I want more."

A soft chuckle left him as his tip pressed against my entrance. "Are you sure? I haven't washed yet."

"I don't care about that. Please fill me up." I simpered, triggering him to clash with me again as the pressure on my vagina increased.

Gripping onto my bum, he slipped his heat into me, triggering me to mewl loudly into our kiss.

"Does it feel okay?" he worried, unsure if his thickness was making it hurt.

All he wanted was to give me pleasure instead of pain. It was probably the reason he had only cuddled me to sleep, even after the bleeding stopped months ago. He was just too loving.

"It's fine. I love how your dick feels in me. I missed it so much!" I mewled louder than I realized.

He smirked in response to my confession of loving his touch. There was no reason for him to hold back anymore after hearing that. Not that I minded. I was more than healed.

"Love, don't tempt me. I want to treat you gently." Fenris warned with a slight growl at my tease.

Instead of backing off, I licked my lips temptingly, wanting him to lose it with me. Not wanting to wait any longer, I tugged myself up with my arms, lapping his lips with my tongue.

"Do what you want to me, my love, and please knot me like you mean it." I purred, shedding away all the previous insecurities.

He bit into his lip, grabbing onto my hips, and suddenly tugging his heat out before shoving it in. I whined in response to his sudden fill, clasping my hands onto his shoulders. Licking my neck, he thrust himself into me as my mewls of pleasure echoed around the room.

The sensations were consuming us both. Fenris groaned lovingly into my ears, allowing me to know that even though I had four babies. My body still pleased him, and unlike before, he didn't need to worry about whether I was fertile or not.

It was almost as if we had just found our release for the first time when he exploded within me, knotting me where we stood. My body responded to his release with mine as I convulsed in his arms.

Fenris chuckled before pressing his forehead against mine, allowing me to see his cheeks were pink as his heat twitched within me.

"That was…" he trailed off, flustered yet holding me tightly.

"Cute." I finished his sentence, feeling more than satisfied by what happened.

This wolf had probably held off this entire time, focusing on work to replace this, but that didn't have to be anymore. There was no reason for him to avoid me anymore.

"Yes, you are." He simpered, tugging me out once his swollen knot calmed down and leading me into the tub.

Once there, he turned me around and thrust into me again, not wanting to stop at only one round. Not that I didn't want to either. Mewls left me, enjoying every push and pull that came from him. Turning me around, he caged me in between the tub and him, allowing our skins to glide on one another.

More sweet noises left us when he shoved himself into me at a pace I used to love. Nothing would hold us back anymore. Thankfully, we could enjoy one another to every extent available. Nothing could stop our love anymore.

Our affection for one another continued into the night and the early hours of the following day before we collapsed in each other's arms.