Chapter Forty One

(some hours before)

Daryl Valerio

"I want to see my grandkids before I start to forget everything son!".

I sighed and ran a hand through my hair at my father's outburst. I couldn't take it all especially right now. My head was in a different place since the day I went to see Stella and she said those things that I didn't want her to say because I knew they were true.

I was selfish. I was selfish because I can't see her with anyone else even thou we couldn't be together. I want her so much and the day she said I should go I didn't even go home. I turned off my phone and went to a bar to drink. When I got home almost midnight Amanda was upset but did I care? nope. I didn't even sleep in the same bed with her.

" Dad, I can't have a baby with someone I don't love. It's just not going to happen", I replied looking straight in his eyes. It occurred to me that Amanda had put some thought in his head about kids.