Chapter 10 - For Her It's Fake, For Me It's Real

Brian's POV:

He’s gulping his saliva and pauses as he has watery eyes, but he’s keeping himself steady. I’m out in my mind, just listening to it, as it fucking kills me….

“I tracked her down as she was first to go. But when I saw her and her stare and her entire persona from afar…. I started studying her for a day. She had that something special in her and her eyes…yeah. She was made for our side. I’ve got eyes for it. I then began asking around about her, went to the morgue, and all. I collected all the information, made the decision, and went against my orders for the fucking first time in my life, accepting my death in front of my superiors for my insolence in not eliminating them. I went to the top one I could reach, barged in without considering that I could get killed before getting into his office by others as I didn’t have an appointment or access level to him, and pleaded for her to become an agent in exchange for her life but she mustn’t know about that or her father’s past life. I documented him with my findings, presented her persona, showing him video and audio recordings and all that I could to win the case for her life. After all that, he sent me outside until he would call me back. I was with my fucking heart out of my throat as it was a two swords way. I was either going out for my death or for a chance for her life. I went outside without second thoughts as I was at peace with my actions. I pledged my life for her to start with the moment I didn’t kill her and her sister. He called me back in and he accepted, agreeing with me, telling me she was indeed clean and not dirtied in her dad’s wrongdoings and oblivious about his past and then present. And that she was having a perfect conduit as her dad seemed to have kept her under strict conditions as education and bringing up against his side actions. But…if she didn’t accept it, in one day from the moment she was offered the position, I had no other way than eliminate her as first orders. Mafia was after her and her sister, and because her dad betrayed our side like that, we couldn’t offer shelter to their blood. And if she refused and I wouldn’t kill her as ordered, I was going down as well. Fate made it for her to accept it the next second I made the offer. So, that was my above sign I indeed did the right thing with my entire set of actions and breathed in relief for her and her sister. And I was right for the other instincts as well as look at what she is today. If she wants, all seventeen? She could whack them in seconds. That tough and with balls she is. But that would be a major war from all sides. You can’t do that without severe consequences. And they are so damn fond of her, but she’s always been under my hand as official supervisor as I requested. Every time she went a level up, they promoted me to keep their promise and have her under my watch for her safety and protect her from the wolves above. From my side, I acted and act as if a real blood uncle to her. I love this kid with my entire heart and being as if she’s my fucking daughter. I know all she suffered and I tried to ease her path, but she’s never taken it, but bulled ahead into the heavy stuff like it was nothing to her, to reach the top and trap her baby sister under an iron clad of protection and luxury life. She did all of it for her sister like she was her baby daughter. She sacrificed for her as a mother and not as a sister.”

And look at baby bitch how she’s rewarding my baby love…. That’s why she was that affected that night…. My baby…. I’ll change everything for you…. I promise…. With or without your will…. Fate kept you alive for me….

I sigh and try to gather myself inside as he’s just answered his desk phone. Yeah, he’s having her in his heart like he says he does. And he did go against death to save her. I know their ways…. They aren’t different from ours. Just that they own badges. I own everything by the way….

“She’s in? Good. How is she at face? Tired. Yawning.” He’s smiling at me. I’m smirking. “Alright. I’m waiting for her.” He hangs up. “She’s taking the elevator with the guys and heading to my office for briefing.”

I can’t wait to see her live…. I’m under such waves of aching sensations in wants for her and have her in my arms, but I need to play my part until tomorrow morning when under the contract I’ll be able to. Well, fake for her and real for me…. Yeah, well. I’ll make her love me.

When the door opens and she’s in sight, smoking, tired, yawning, I’m shot in heart on the spot. Though she’s tired, she’s fucking keeping her straight stance and she’s like fucking boss of all bosses, with the guys an army of puppies at her back. She doesn’t spare me and my men more than a fraction of a second with her sight and focuses it on her boss.

Not even now you don’t look at me, huh? You bad baby…. He, he, he…. She’s so damn beautiful, and sexy, and lovable, and mine…. I want her so bad…. And I can’t fucking touch her now…. Fuck…. My baby….

I’m smirking at her, seizing her with my stare, having my heartbeats at a fucking torture level in love and crave for her. I would fucking jump on her and steal her away. She’s adorable…. Though she’s so fucking serious, talking to her boss, not looking at me all this time.

I don’t even record what they’re speaking about as I’m fucking tranced at her sight, lips, face, eyes, and all of her. I can see the others behind her are with some growling stares at me, but I don’t give a fuck, just that I would kill them for their attitude. I’m getting heated up and throbbing in my all like never before…. But I’m keeping my outside as normal as I can for her to not go against signing the contract as I now realize she’s against it as she’s reading it, but still not giving me any fucking look.

Escort? Ha-ha! No, baby….

I’m with a smile in the corner of my mouth as she’s fucking out of her mind for the mission and body on body part.

She said babysitting? Ha-ha! No, it’s not babysitting…. It’s baby loving…. Mmm…. Oh yes…. I can’t wait on that…. I’m counting seconds till tomorrow morning…. Kill me, huh? He, he, he…. Well, I’m kind of dead for the last month, love…. I need your love now for my coming back to life part…. That’s it, baby…. Sign it…. Yes. Go angry…. Yep…. Man! I would so fuck her right now…. No fucking look at me, not even with the corner of her eye, and she’s speaking about me like I’m not even here…. YOU DRIVE ME FUCKING CRAZY! Control yourself, Brian…. Tomorrow…. My baby is exhausted….