Chapter 4

3 years have passed

No one knew Elaine had depression as well as PTSD after long kept her heart's desire to fulfill her own demands but couldn't because of her family.

in Evening, The smiling boys were playing outside house while everyone was busy cleaning the house as the new year celebration had come again. Elaine with her sisters and mother who were busy choosing the clothes they wanted to throw away, Mimi said "Elaine what are your plans after this do you want to continue studying again "

At that time Elaine's face turned pale and felt like crying but she prayed that she would not lose control or turn into someone else,

"Maybe I want to continue studying again "said Elaine with a trembling mouth.

Mimi also said "you just sit at home, if you want anything later we will all buy for you".

Elaine felt angry "If that's the case, why do you still want to ask about my plans if everyone has already made a decision for me" she said. Everyone was shocked by what Elaine said.

"If you want to continue studying very very much why don't you tell us directly and why have you kept quiet for years" said her mother angrily when Elaine didn't seem to respect her sister. Elaine stand up when she couldn't stand being blamed so many times "Silent, all this time I tried many times to say what I wanted to do but I didn't have time to say, You all said the same thing as if you knew what was best for me and you were all angry to me like I don't care about family at all ". Elaine couldn't stand it and ended up crying in front of everyone

Elaine bowed while crying "Please don't ask me anything about my life plan, it's enough that I live in this house without harboring a grudge against anyone and I beg you not to decide anything for me because I am an adult now". Elaine entered the room because she couldn't stand it

Everyone there silently did not speak as they thought of their faults to Elaine.

Elaine sat on the end of the bed and smiled and cried while holding the knife "Why don't you kill everyone who made your life like this, Elaine I'm there because you created me in yourself, run Elaine run far from here"

Elaine looked at the knife in her hand and threw away from her and covered her ears with both hands while begging herself to calm down, in addition Elaine seemed unable to breathe when standing up because at that moment she was so depressed,

she tried to take the medicine in the bottle but she suddenly vomited blood and fell fainting as well as scattered medicine.

Her mother felt strange because it was late at night, Elaine was still not out of the room, her mother felt restless and quickly called her son to break the door of Elaine's room after her mother tried to open it but it was locked from inside.

The situation in the house was so full of worry and anxiety.

After the door was successfully opened, they turned on the light switch and were surprised to see Elaine lying on the floor with blood and medicine scattered. His mother did not seem to stand when she saw that incident. Her family members quickly took Elaine to the hospital.